between church service and sunday school we of the first church have so many things to attend to that no one can spare a moment.
"reverent things, not secular," calliope explains, "plannin' for church chicken-pie suppers an' christmas bazaars and like that; but not a word about a picnic, not even if they was to be one o' monday sunrise."
to be sure, this habit of ours occasionally causes a contretemps. as when one morning mis' toplady arrived late and, in a flurry, essayed to send up to the pulpit by the sexton a missionary meeting notice to be read. into this notice the minister plunged without the precaution of first examining it, and so delivered aloud:—
"see mis' sykes about bringing wiping cloths and dish-rags.
"see abigail about enough forks for her table.
"look around for my rubbers.
"dun mame holcomb for her twenty cents."
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not until he reached the fourth item was the minister stopped by the agonized rustle in a congregation that had easily recognized mis' toplady's "between services" list of reminder, the notice of the forthcoming meeting being safe in her hymn book.
still we persist in our sabbath conferences when "everybody is there where you want 'em an' everybody can see everybody an' no time lost an' no party line listening"; and it is then that those who have been for some time away from the village receive their warmest welcome. i am not certain that the "i must get down to church and see everybody" of a returned neighbour does not hold in fair measure the principles of familyhood and of christ's persuadings to this deep comradeship.
it was in this time after church that we welcomed calliope one august sunday when she had unexpectedly come down from town on the saturday night. and later, when the sunday-school bell had rung, i waited with her in the church while she looked up her bible, left somewhere in the pews. when she had found it, she opened it in a manner of eager haste, and i inadvertently saw pasted to the inside cover a sealed letter, superscription down, for whose safety she had been concerned. i had asked her to dine with me, and as we walked home together she told me about the letter and what its sealed presence in her bible meant.
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"i ain't ever read it," calliope explained to me wistfully. "every one o' the ladies' foreign missionary circle has got one, an' none of us has ever read 'em. it ain't my letter, so to say. it's one o' the jem pitlaw collection. the postmark," she imparted, looking up at me proudly, "is bombay, india."
at my question about the jem pitlaw collection she laughed deprecatingly, and then she sighed. ("ain't it nice," she had once said to me, "your laughs hev a sigh for a linin', an' sighs can hev laughin' for trimmin'. only trouble is, most folks want to line with trimmin's, an' they ain't rill durable, used that way.")
"jem pitlaw," calliope told me now, "used to be schoolmaster here—the kind that comes from away an' is terrible looked up to on that account, but jem deserved it. he knew all there was to know, an' yet he thought we knew some little things, too. we was all rill fond of him, though he kept to himself, an' never seemed to want to fall in love, an' not many of us knew him well enough to talk to at all familiar. but when he went off west on a vacation, an' didn't come back, an' never come back, an' then died, friendship village mourned for him,—sincere, though no crape,—an' missed him enormous.
"he'd had a room at postmaster sykes's—that[pg 226] was when he was postmaster first an' they was still humble an' not above the honest penny. an' jem pitlaw left two trunks an' a sealed box to their house. an' when he didn't come back in two years, silas sykes moved the things out of the spare room over to the post-office store loft. an' there they set, three years on end, till we got word jem was dead—the very week o' the ladies' foreign missionary circle's ten cent tropical fête. though, rilly, the tropical fête wasn't what you might say 'tropical.' it was held on the seventeenth of january, an' that night the thermometer was twenty-four degrees below on the bank corner. nor it wasn't rilly what you might say a fête, either. but none o' the circle regretted them lacks. a lack is as good as a gift, sometimes.
"we'd started the foreign missionary circle through mis' postmaster sykes gettin' her palm. i donno what there is about palms, but you know the very name makes some folks think thoughts 'way outside their heads, an' not just stuffy-up inside their own brains. when i hear 'palm,' i sort o' feel like my i-dees got kind o' wordy wings an' just went it without me. an' that was the way with more than me, i found out. nobody in friendship village hed a palm, but we'd all seen pictures an' hankered—like you do. an' all of a sudden mis' sykes got one, like she gets her new hat, sometimes,[pg 227] without a soul knowin' she's thinkin' 'hat' till she flams out in it. givin' surprise is breath an' bread to that woman. she unpacked the palm in the kitchen, an' telephoned around, an' we all went over just as we was an' set down there an' looked at it an' thought 'palm'! you can't realize how we felt, all of us, if you ain't lived all your life with nothin' but begonias an' fuchsias from november to april, an' sometimes into may. but we was all mixed up about 'em, now we see one. some hed heard dates grew on palms. others would have it it was cocoanuts. still more said they was natives of the equator, an' give nothin' but shade. so it went. but after a while mis' timothy toplady spoke up with that way o' comin' downstairs on her words an' rilly gettin' to a landin':—
"'they's quite a number o' things,' she says, 'that i want to do so much it seems like i can't die without doin' 'em. but i guess prob'ly i will die without. folks seems to drop off leavin' lots of doin's undone. an' one o' my worst is, i want to see palm trees growin' in hot lands—big spiky leaves pointin' into the blue sky like fury. 'seems if i could do that,' s'she, 'i'd take in one long breath that'd make me all lungs an' float me up an' off.'
"we all laughed, but we knew what she meant well enough, because we all felt the same way. i[pg 228] think most north folks do—like they was cocoanuts an' dates in our actions, 'way back. an' so we was all ready for mis' toplady's idee when it come—which is the most any idee can expect:—
"'i tell you what,' s'she, 'le's hev a ladies' foreign missionary circle, an' get read up on them tropical countries. the only thing i really know about the tropics is what comes to me unbeknownst when i smell my tea rose. i've always been meanin' to take an interest in missions,' says she.
"so we started it, then an' there, an' she an' i was the committee to draw out a constitution an' decide what officers should be elected an' do the general creatin'. we made it up that mis' sykes should be the president—that woman is a born leader, and, as a leader, you can depend on the very back of her head. an' at last we went off to the minister that then was to ask him what to take up.
"'most laudable,' s'he, when he'd heard. 'well, now, what country is it you're most interested in?' he says. 'some island of the sea, i s'pose?' he asks, bright.
"'we're interested in palms,' mis' timothy toplady explained it to him frank, 'an' we want to study about the missionaries in some country where they's dates an' cocoanuts an' oaseses.'
"he smiled at that, sweet an' deep—i know it seemed to me as if he knew more about what we[pg 229] wanted than we knew ourselves. because they's some ministers that understands that christianity ain't all in the bottle labelled with it. some of it is labelled 'ointment,' an' some 'perfume,' an' some just plain kitchen flavourin'. an' a good deal of it ain't labelled at all.
"i forget what country it was we did study. but they was nine to ten of us, an' we met every week, an' i tell you the time wa'n't wasted. we took things in lavish. i know mis' holcomb-that-was-mame-bliss said that after belongin' to the ladies' foreign missionary circle she could never feel the same absent-minded sensation again when she dusted her parlour shells. an' mis' toplady said when she opened her kitchen cabinet an' smelt the cinnamon an' allspice out o' the perforated tops, 'most always, no matter how mad she was, she broke out in a hymn, like 'when all thy mercies,' sheer through knowin' how allspice was born of god an' not made of man. an' mis' sykes said when she read her bible, an' it talked about india's coral strand, it seemed like, through knowin' what a reef was, she was right there on one, with her lord. i felt the same way, too—though i'd always felt the same way, for that matter—i always did tip vanilla on my handkerchief an' pretend it was flowers an' that i'd gone down south for the cold months. an' it got so that when the minister give out a text that[pg 230] had geography in it, like the red sea, or beer-elim, or 'a place called the fair haven,' the ladies foreign missionary circle would look round in our seats an' nod to each other, without it showin', because we knew that we knew, extra special, just what god was talkin' about. i tell you, knowledge makes you alive at places where you didn't know there was such a place.
"in five months' time we felt we owed so much to the ladies' foreign missionary circle that it was mis' sykes suggested we give the ten cent tropical fête, an' earn five dollars or so for missions.
"'we know a great deal about the tropics now,' she says, 'an' i propose we earn a missionary thank-offering. coral an' cocoanuts an' dates an' spices isn't all the lord is interested in, by any means,' s'she. 'an' the winter is the time to give a tropic fête, when folks are thinkin' about warm things natural.'
"we voted to hev the fête to mis' sykes's because it was too cold to carry the palm out. we went into it quite extensive—figs an' dates an' bananas an' ginger for refreshments, an' little nigger dolls for souvenirs, an' like that. it was quite a novel thing for friendship, an' everybody was takin' an interest an' offerin' to lend japanese umbrellas an' indian baskets an' books on the south sea, an' a bamboo chair with an elephant crocheted in the[pg 231] tidy. an' then, bein' as happenin's always crowd along in flocks, what come that very week o' the fête but a letter from an old aunt of jem pitlaw's, out west. an' if jem hadn't been dead almost ever since he left friendship! an' the aunt wrote that we should sell his things to pay for keepin' 'em, as she was too poor to send for 'em an' hadn't any room if she wasn't.
"i donno whether you know what rill excitement is, but if you don't, you'd ought to drop two locked trunks an' a sealed box into a town the size o' friendship village, an' leave 'em there goin' on five years, an' then die an' let 'em be sold. that'll show you what a pitch true interest can get het up to. all of a sudden the tropical fête was no more account than the telephone ringin' when a circus procession is going by. some o' the ladies' missionary was rill indignant, an' said we'd ought to sue for repairin' rights, same as when you're interfered with in business. mis' sykes, she done her able best, too, but nothin' would do silas but he must offer them things for sale on the instant. 'the time,' s'he, firm, 'to do a thing is now, while the interest is up. an' in this country,' s'he, '"now" don't stay "now" more'n two minutes at a time.'
"so he offered for sale the contents of them three things—the two trunks an' the sealed box—unsight, unseen, on the day before the fête was to be. only[pg 232] one thing interfered with the 'unsight, unseen' business: the sealed box had got damp an' broke open, an' what was inside was all showin'.
"mis' sykes an' i saw it on the day o' the sale. most o' the circle was to her house finishin' up the decorations for the fête so's to leave the last day clear for seein' to the refreshments, an' her an' i run over to the post-office store for some odds an' ends. silas had brought the two trunks an' the box down from the loft so to give 'em some advertisin'. an' lookin' in the corner o' the broke box we could see, just as plain as plain, was letters. letters in bunches, all tied up, an' letters laid in loose—they must 'a' been full a hundred of 'em, all lookin' mysterious an' ready to tell you somethin', like letters will. i know the looks o' the letters sort o' went to my head, like the news of far off. an' i hated seein' jem's trunks there, with his initials on, appearin' all trustin' an' as if they thought he was still alive.
"but that wasn't the worst. they was three strangers there in the store—travellin' men that had just come in on the through, an' they was hangin' round the things lookin' at 'em, as if they had the right to. this town ain't very much on the buy, an' we don't hev many strangers here, an' we ain't rill used to 'em. an' it did seem too bad, i know we thought, that them three should hev happened in on the day of a private friendship village sale that[pg 233] didn't concern nobody else but one, an' him dead. an' we felt this special when one o' the men took a-hold of a bunch o' the letters, an' we could see the address of the top one, to jem pitlaw, wrote thin an' tiny-fine, like a woman. an' at that mis' sykes says sharp to her husband:—
"'silas sykes, you ain't goin' to sell them letters?'
"'yes, ma'am, i am,' silas snaps, like he hed a right to all the letters on earth, bein' he was postmaster of friendship village. 'letters,' silas give out, 'is just precisely the same as books, only they ain't been through the expense of printin'. no differ'nce. no differ'nce!'—silas always seems to think repeatin' a thing over'll get him somewheres, like a clock retickin' itself. 'an',' he says, 'i'm goin' to sell 'em for what they'll bring, same as the rest o' the things, an' you needn't to say one word.' an' bein' as silas was snappin', not only as a postmaster but as a husband, mis' sykes, she kep' her silence. matrimony an' politics both in one man is too much for any woman to face.
"well, we two went back to mis' sykes's all het up an' sad, an' told the circle about jem pitlaw's letters. an' we all stopped decoratin' an' set down just where we was an talked about what an awful thing it seemed. i donno as you'll sense it as strong as we did. it was more a feelin' than a wordin'. letters—bein' sold an' read out loud an' gettin'[pg 234] known about. it seemed like lookin' in somebody's purse before they're dead.
"'i should of thought,' mis' sykes says, 'that silas regardin' bein' postmaster as a sacred office would have made him do differ'nt. an' i know he talked that right along before he got his appointment. "free private secretary to the people," an' "trusted curator of public communication," he put it when he was goin' around with his petition,' says she, grievin'.
"'well,' says mis' amanda toplady—i rec'lect she hed been puttin' up a big japanese umbrella, an' she looked out from under it sort o' sweet an' sincere an' dreamy—'you've got to be a woman an' you've got to live in a little town before you know what a letter really is. i don't think these folks that hev lots o' mail left in the front hall in the mornin'—an' sometimes get one that same afternoon—knows about letters at all. an' i don't believe any man ever knows, sole except when he's in love. to sense what a letter is you've got to be a woman without what-you-may-say much to enjoy; you've got to hear the train whistle that might bring you one; you've got to calculate how long it'll take 'em to distribute the mail, an' mebbe hurry to get your bread mixed, or your fried-cakes out o' the lard, or your cannin' where you can leave it—an' then go change your shoes an' slip on another skirt,[pg 235] an' poke your hair up under your hat so's it won't show, an' go down to the post-office in the hot sun, an' see the letter through the glass, there in your own box, waitin' for you. that minute, when your heart comes up in your throat, i tell you, is gettin' a letter.'
"we all knew this is so—every one of us.
"'it's just like that when you write 'em, only felt differ'nt,' says mis' holcomb-that-was-mame-bliss. 'i do mine to my sister a little at a time—i keep it back o' the clock in the kitchen an' hide the pencil inside the clock door, so's it won't walk off, the way pencils do at our house. an' then, right in the midst of things, be it flour or be it suds, i can scratch down what comes in my head, till i declare sometimes i can hardly mail it for readin' it over an' thinkin' how she'll like to get it.'
"'my, my!' says mis' sykes, reminiscent, ''specially since silas has been postmaster an' we've had so much to do with other people's letters, i've been so hungry for letters of my own that i've wrote for samples. i can do that with a level conscience because, after all, you do get a new dress now an' then. but i couldn't answer advertisements, same as some, when i didn't mean true—just to get the letters back. that don't seem to me rill honest.'
"an' then i owned up.
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"'last week, when i paid my taxes,' i says, 'i whipped out o' the clerk's office quick, sole so's he'd hev to mail me my tax receipt. but he didn't do it. he sent it over by their hired girl that noon. i love letters like i do my telephone bell an' my friends,' i know i says.
"an' there was all that hundred letters or so—letters that somebody had put love in for jem pitlaw, an' that he'd read love out of an' saved 'em—there they was goin' to be sold for all friendship village to read, includin' some that hadn't even known him, mebbe more than to speak to.
"we wasn't quite through decoratin' when supper time come, so we stayed on to mis' sykes's for a pick-up lunch, et in the kitchen, an' finished up afterwards. most of 'em could do that better than they could leave their work an' come down again next mornin'—men-folks can always get along for supper, bein' it's not a hot meal.
"'ain't it wonderful,' says mis' toplady, thoughtful, 'here we are, settin' 'round the kitchen table at mis' postmaster sykes's in friendship village. an' away off in arabia or asia or somewhere that i ain't sure they is any such place, is somebody settin' that never heard of us nor we of him, an' he's goin' to hev our five dollars from the tropical fête to-morrow night, an' put it to work doin' good.'
"'it makes sort of a connection, don't it?' says[pg 237] mis' holcomb-that-was-mame-bliss. 'there they are an' here we are. ain't it strange? 'seems like our doin' this makes us feel nearer to them places. i donno but that,' says she, noddin', 'is the start of what it means about the lion and the lamb layin' down together.'
"'oh!'says mis' toplady, 'i tell you the foreign missionary circle has been next best to goin'. 'seems sometimes as if i've 'most been somewheres an' seen palms a-growin' an' a-wavin' an' a red sky back. don't it to you? i've dreamed o' them places all my life, an' i ain't never had anything but friendship village, an' i don't know now that arabia an' asia an' india is rilly fitted in, the way they look on the map. an' so with some more. but if so be they are, then,' she says, 'we owe it to the foreign missionary circle that we've got that far towards seein' 'em.'
"an' we all agreed, warm, excep' mis' sykes, who was the hostess an' too busy to talk much; but we knew how she felt. an' we said some more about how wonderful things are, there in mis' sykes's kitchen while we et.
"well, when we got done decoratin' after supper, we all walked over to the post-office store to the sale—the whole circle of us. because, of course, if the letters was to be sold there wasn't any harm in seein' who got 'em, an' in knowin' just how mean[pg 238] who was. then, too, we was interested in what was in the two trunks. we was quite early—early enough to set along on the front rows of breakfast-food boxes that was fixed ready. an' in the very frontmost one was mis' sykes an' mis' toplady an' mis' holcomb-that-was-mame-bliss, an' me.
"but we see, first thing when we got into the store, that they was strangers present. the three travellin' men that mis' sykes an' i had noticed that afternoon was still in town, of course, an' there they was to the sale, loungin' along on the counter each side o' the cheese. we couldn't bear their bein' there. it was our sale, an' they wasn't rill sure to understand. to us mr. pitlaw hed been mr. pitlaw. to them he was just somebody that hed been somebody. i didn't like it, nor they didn't none o' the ladies' missionary like it. we all looked at each other an' nodded without it showin', like we do, an' we could see we all felt the same.
"silas was goin' to officiate himself—that man has got the idee it's the whistle that runs the boat. they had persuaded him to open the trunks an' sell the things off piecemeal, an' he see that was rilly the only way to do it. so when the time come he broke open the two trunks an' he wouldn't let anybody touch hasp or strap or hammer but himself. it made me sort of sick to see even the trunk things of mr. pitlaw's come out—a pepper an' salt suit, a[pg 239] pair of new suspenders, a collar an' cuff case—the kind that you'd recognize was a christmas present; a nice brush an' comb he'd kept for best an' never used, a cake of pretty-paper soap he'd never opened, a bunch o' keys, an' like that. you know how it makes you feel to unpack even your own things that have been put away a good while; it's like thinkin' over forgot thoughts. well, an' this was worse. jem pitlaw, that none of us had known well enough to mention familiar things to, was dead—he was dead; an' here we were, lookin' on an' seein' the things that was never out of his room before, an' that he'd put in there, neat an' nice, five years back, to be took out, he thought, in a few weeks. quite a lot of us felt delicate, but some got behind the delicate idee an' made it an excuse for not buyin' much. they's all kinds to a sale—did you ever notice? timothy toplady, for instance—i donno but he's all kinds in his single self. 'seems he couldn't bring himself to bid on a thing but jem pitlaw's keys.
"'of course nobody knows what they'll fit,' says he, disparagin', 'so to buy 'em don't seem like bein' too familiar with mr. pitlaw,' s'he, rill pleased with himself.
"but mis' sykes whispers to me:—
"'them keys'll go dirt cheap, an' timothy knows it, an' a strange key may come in handy[pg 240] any minute. timothy's reasons never whip to a froth,' s'she, cold.
"but i guess she was over-critical because of gettin' more fidgety, like we all did, the nearer silas got to the letters. he hed left the letters till the last. an' what with folks peekin' in the box since he'd brought it down, an' what with handlin' what was ready to spill out, most of 'em by then was in plain sight. an' there i see more o' them same ones—little thin writin', like a woman's. we 'most all noticed it. an' i couldn't keep my eyes off of 'em. 'seemed like she might be somebody with soft ways that ought to be there, savin' the letters, wardin' off the heartache for mr. pitlaw an' mebbe one for herself.
"an' right while i was lookin' silas turned to the box and cleared his throat, important as if he was the whistle for new york city, an' he lifted up the bunch of the letters that had the little fine writin' on top, just the way mr. pitlaw had tied 'em up with common string.
"'oh!' says mis' toplady and mis' sykes, each side of me, the one 'oh!' strong an' the other low, but both 'oh's' meanin' the same thing.
"'now, what,' says silas, brisk, 'am i bid for this package of nice letters here? good clear writin', all in strong condition, an' no holes in, just as firm an' fresh,' s'he, 'as the day they was dropped into[pg 241] the mail. what am i bid for 'em?' he asks, his eyebrows rill expectant.
"not one of the travellin' men had bid a thing. they had sat still, just merely loungin' each side the cheese, laughin' some, like men will, among each other, but not carin' to take any part, an' we ladies felt rill glad o' that. but all of a sudden, when silas put up the bunch o' letters, them three men woke up, an' we see like lightnin' that this was what they hed been waitin' for.
"'twenty-five cents!' bids one of 'em, decisive.
"there was a movement of horror spread around the missionary circle at the words. sometimes it's bad enough to hev one thing happen, but often it's worse to hev another occur. even silas looked a little doubtful, but to silas the main chance is always the main thing, an' instantly he see that these men, if they got in the spirit of it, would run them letters up rill high just for the fun of it. an' silas was like some are: he felt that money is money.
"so what did he do but begin cryin' the goods up higher—holdin' the letters in his hands, that little, thin writin' lookin' like it was askin' somethin'.
"'here we hev letters,' says silas, 'letters from away. not just business letters, to judge by the envelopes—an' i allow, gentlemen,' says silas, facetious, 'that, bein' postmaster of friendship village, i'm as good a judge of letters as there is a-goin'.[pg 242] here we hev some intimate personal letters offered for sale legitimate by their heiress. what am i bid?' asks he.
"'thirty-five cents!'
"'fifty cents!' says the other two travellin' gentlemen, quick an' in turn.
"'seventy-five cents!' cries out the first, gettin' in earnest—though they was all laughin' at hevin' somethin' inspirin' to do.
"but silas merely caught a-hold of the mood they was in, crafty, as if he'd been gettin' the signers to his petition while they was feelin' good.
"'one moment, gentlemen!' s'he. 'do you know what you're biddin' on? i ain't told you the half yet,' s'he. 'i ain't told you,' s'he, 'where these letters come from.'
"with that he hitches his glasses an' looked at the postmarks. an' he read 'em off. oh, an' what do you guess them postmarks was? i'll never forget the feelin' that come over me when i heard what he was sayin', turnin' back in under the string to see. for the stamps on the letters was foreign stamps. the postmarks was foreign postmarks. an' what silas read off was: bombay, calcutta, delhi, singapore—oh, i can't begin to remember all the names nor to pronounce 'em, but i think they was all in india, or leastwise in asia. think of it! in asia, that none of the ladies' foreign[pg 243] missionary circle hed been sure there was such a place.
"i know how we all looked around at each other sudden, with the same little jump in the chest as when we remember we've got bread in the oven past the three-quarters, or when we've left the preserves on the blaze while we've done somethin' else an' think it's burnin', or when we've cut out both sleeves for one arm an' ain't got any more cloth. i mean it was that intimate, personal jump, like when awful, first-person things have happened. an' i tell you what, when the ladies' missionary feels a thing, they feel it strong an' they act it sudden. it's our way, as a circle. an' in that look that went round among us there was hid the nod that knows what each other means.
"'one dollar!' shouts one o' the travellin' men.
"an' with that we all turned, like one solid human being, straight towards mis' postmaster sykes, that was our president an' a born leader besides, an' the way we looked at her resembled a vote.
"mis' sykes stood up, grave an' scairt, though not to show. an' we was sure she'd do the right thing, though we didn't know what the right thing was; but we felt confidence, i know, in the very pattern on the back of her shawl. an' she says, clear:—
"'i'd like to be understood to bid for the whole[pg 244] box o' mr. pitlaw's letters, includin' the bunch that's up. an' i bid five dollars.'
"of course we all knew in a minute what that meant: mis' sykes was biddin' with the proceeds of the ten cent tropical fête that was to be. but we see, too, that this was a missionary cause if there ever was one, an' they wa'n't one of us that thought it irregular, or grudged it, or looked behind.
"i don't know whether you know how much five dollars rilly is—like you sense it when you've spoke it to a sale, or put it on a subscription paper in friendship. there wasn't a sound in that store, everybody was so dumfounded. but none was so much as silas sykes. silas was so surprised that he forgot that he was in public.
"'my king!' says he, unexpected to himself. 'what you sayin', huldy? you ain't biddin' that out o' your allowance, be you?' says he. silas likes big words in the home.
"'no, sir,' says she, crisp, back, 'i ain't. i can't do miracles out of nothin'. but i bid, an' you'll get your money, silas. an' i may as well take the letters now.'
"with that she rose up an' spread out her shawl almost broodin', an' gathered that box o' jem pitlaw's into her two arms. an' with one motion all the rest o' the ladies' missionary got up behind her an' stalked out of the store, like a big bid is sole all[pg 245] there is to an auction. an' they let us go. why, there wasn't another thing for silas sykes to do but let be as was. them three men over by the cheese just laughed, an' said out somethin' about no gentleman outbiddin' a lady, an' shut up, beat, but pretendin' to give in, like some will.
"just before we all got to the door we heard somebody's feet come down off'n a cracker-barrel or somethin', an' timothy toplady's voice after us, shrill-high an' nervous:—
"'amanda,' s'he, 'you ain't calculatin' to help back up this tomfoolishness, i hope?'
"an' mis' amanda says at him, over her shoulder:
"'if i was, that'd be between my hens an' me, timothy toplady,' says she.
"an' the store door shut behind us—not mad, i remember, but gentle, like 'amen.'
"we took the letters straight to mis' sykes's an' through the house to the kitchen, where there was a good hot fire in the range. it was bitter cold outdoors, an' we set down around the stove just as we was, with the letters on the floor in front o' the hearth. an' when mis' sykes hed got the bracket lamp lit, she turned round, her bonnet all crooked but her face triumphant, an' took off a griddle of the stove an' stirred up the coals. an' we see what was in her mind.
"'we can take turns puttin' 'em in,' she says.
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"but i guess it was in all our minds what mis' holcomb-that-was-mame-bliss says, wistful:—
"'don't you think,' she says, 'or do you think, it'd be wrongin' mr. pitlaw if we read over the postmarks out loud first?'
"we divided up the bunches an' we set down around an' untied the strings, an', turn in an' turn out, we read the postmarks off. 'most every one of 'em was foreign—oh, i can't begin to tell you where. it was all mixed up an' shinin' of names we'd never heard of before, an' names we had heard in sermons an' in the bible—egypt an' greece an' rome an' isles o' the sea. mis' toplady stopped right in the middle o' hers.
"'oh, i can't be sure i'm pronouncin' 'em right,' she says, huntin' for her handkerchief, 'but i guess you ladies get the feel o' the places, don't you?'
"an' that was just it: we did. we got the feel of them far places that night like we never could hev hed it any other way. an' when we got all through, mis' toplady spoke up again—but this time it was like she flew up a little way an' lit on somethin'.
"'it ain't likely,' she says, 'that we'll ever, any of us, hev a letter of our own from places like these. we don't get many letters, an' what we do get come from the same old towns, over an' over again, an' quite near by. do you know,' she says, 'i believe this writin' here'—she held out the tiny fine [pg 247]writing that was like a woman with soft ways—'would understand if we each took one of her letters an' glued it together here an' now an' carried it home an' pasted it in our bibles. she went travellin' off to them places, an' she must have wanted to; an' she would know what it is to want to go an' yet never get there.'
"i think mis' amanda was right—we all thought so. an' we done what she mentioned, an' made our choice o' postmarks. i know mis' amanda took cairo.
"''count of the name sort o' picturin' out a palm tree a-growin' an' a-wavin' against a red sky,' she says, when she was pinnin' her shawl clear up over her hat to go out in the cold. 'think of it,' she says; 'she might 'a' passed a palm the day she wrote it. ain't it like seein' 'em grow yourself?'
... "mebbe it all wasn't quite regular," calliope added, "though we made over five dollars at the ten cent fête. but the minister, when we told him, he seemed to think it was all right, an' he kep' smilin', sweet an' deep, like we'd done more'n we had done. an' i think he knew what we meant when we said we was all feelin' nearer, lion an' lamb, to them strange missionary countries. because—oh, well, sometimes, you know," calliope said, "they's things that makes you feel nearer to faraway places that couldn't hev any postmark at all."
