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IN MEMORIAM FRANCIS BARTON GUMMERE

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i often wonder what inward pangs of laughter or despair he may have felt as he sat behind the old desk in chase hall and watched us file in, year after year! callow, juvenile, ignorant, and cocksure—grotesquely confident of our own manly fulness of worldly savoir—an absurd rabble of youths, miserable flint-heads indeed for such a steel! we were the most unpromising of all material for the scholar's eye; comfortable, untroubled middle-class lads most of us, to whom study was neither a privilege nor a passion, but only a sober and decent way of growing old enough to enter business.

we did not realize how accurately—and perhaps a trifle grimly—the strong, friendly face behind the desk was searching us and sizing us up. he knew us for what we were—a group of nice boys, too sleek, too cheerfully secure, to show the ambition of the true student. there was among us no specimen of the lean and dogged [24]crusader of learning that kindles the eye of the master: no fanatical scot, such as rejoices the oxford or cambridge don; no liquid-orbed and hawk-faced hebrew with flushed cheek bones, such as sets the pace in the class-rooms of our large universities. no: we were a hopelessly mediocre, well-fed, satisfied, and characteristically quakerish lot. as far as the battle for learning goes, we were pacifists—conscientious objectors.

it is doubtful whether any really great scholar ever gave the best years of his life to so meagrely equipped a succession of youngsters! i say this candidly, and it is well it should be said, for it makes apparent the true genius of doctor gummere's great gift. he turned this following of humble plodders into lovers and zealots of the great regions of english letters. there was something knightly about him—he, the great scholar, who would never stoop to scoff at the humblest of us. it might have been thought that his shining gifts were wasted in a small country college, where not one in fifty of his pupils could follow him into the enchanted lands of the imagination where he was fancy-free. but it was not so. one may meet man after man, old pupils of his, who have gone on into the homely drudging rounds of business, the law, journalism—men whose faces will light up with affection and remembrance when doctor gummere's name is mentioned. we may have forgotten much of our chaucer, our milton, our ballads—though i am sure we have none of us forgotten the deep and thrilling vivacity of his voice reciting:

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o where hae ye been, lord randal, my son?

o where hae ye been, my handsome young man?

i hae been to the wild wood; mither, make my bed soon,

for i'm weary wi' hunting and fain wald lie doun.

but what we learned from him lay in the very charm of his personality. it was a spell that no one in his class-room could escape. it shone from his sparkling eye; it spoke in his irresistible humour; it moved in every line of that well-loved face, in his characteristic gesture of leaning forward and tilting his head a little to one side as he listened, patiently, to whatever juvenile surmises we stammered to express. it was the true learning of which his favourite sir philip sidney said:

this purifying of wit, this enriching of memory, enabling of judgment, and enlarging of conceit, which commonly we call learning, under what name soever it come forth or to what immediate end soever it be directed, the final end is to lead and draw us to as high a perfection as our degenerate souls, made worse by their clay lodgings, can be capable of.

indeed, just to listen to him was a purifying of wit, an enriching of memory, an enabling of judgment, an enlarging of imagination. he gave us "so sweet a prospect into the way as will entice any man to enter into it."

he moved among all human contacts with unerring grace. he was never the teacher, always the comrade. it was his way to pretend that we knew far more than we did; so with perfect courtesy and gravity, he would ask our opinion on some [26]matter of which we knew next to nothing; and we knew it was only his exquisiteness of good manners that impelled the habit; and we knew he knew the laughableness of it; yet we adored him for it. he always suited his strength to our weakness; would tell us things almost with an air of apology for seeming to know more than we; pretending that we doubtless had known it all along, but it had just slipped our memory. marvellously he set us on our secret honour to do justice to this rare courtesy. to fail him in some task he had set became, in our boyish minds, the one thing most abhorrent in dealing with such a man—a discourtesy. he was a man of the rarest and most delicate breeding, the finest and truest gentleman we had known. had he been nothing else, how much we would have learnt from that alone.

what a range, what a grasp, there was in his glowing, various mind! how open it was on all sides, how it teemed with interests, how different from the scholar of silly traditional belief! we used to believe that he could have taught us history, science, economics, philosophy—almost anything; and so indeed he did. he taught us to go adventuring among masterpieces on our own account, which is the most any teacher can do. luckiest of all were those who, on one pretext or another, found their way to his fireside of an evening. to sit entranced, smoking one of his cigars,* to hear him talk of stevenson, meredith, or hardy—(his favourites among the moderns) to marvel anew at the infinite [27]scope and vivacity of his learning—this was to live on the very doorsill of enchantment. homeward we would go, crunching across the snow to where barclay crowns the slope with her evening blaze of lights, one glimpse nearer some realization of the magical colours and tissues of the human mind, the rich perplexity and many-sided glamour of life.

* it was characteristic of him that he usually smoked robin hood, that admirable 5-cent cigar, because the name, and the picture of an outlaw on the band, reminded him of the 14th century ballads he knew by heart.

it is strange (as one reviews all the memories of that good friend and master) to think that there is now a new generation beginning at haverford that will never know his spell. there is a heavy debt on his old pupils. he made life so much richer and more interesting for us. even if we never explored for ourselves the fields of literature toward which he pointed, his radiant individuality remains in our hearts as a true exemplar of what scholarship can mean. we can never tell all that he meant to us. gropingly we turn to little pictures in memory. we see him crossing cope field in the green and gold of spring mornings, on his way to class. we see him sitting on the verandah steps of his home on sunny afternoons, full of gay and eager talk on a thousand diverse topics. he little knew, i think, how we hung upon his words. i can think of no more genuine tribute than this: that in my own class—which was a notoriously cynical and scoffish band of young sophisters—when any question of religious doubt or dogma arose for discussion among some midnight group, someone was sure to say, "i wish i knew what doctor gummere thought about it!" we felt instinctively that what he thought would have been convincing enough for us.

[28]he was a truly great man. a greater man than we deserved, and there is a heavy burden upon us to justify the life that he gave to our little college. he has passed into the quiet and lovely tradition that surrounds and nourishes that place we all love so well. little by little she grows, drawing strength and beauty from human lives around her, confirming herself in honour and remembrance. the teacher is justified by his scholars. doctor gummere might have gone elsewhere, surrounded by a greater and more ambitiously documented band of pupils. he whom we knew as the greatest man we had ever seen, moved little outside the world of learning. he gave himself to us, and we are the custodians of his memory.

every man who loved our vanished friend must know with what realization of shamed incapacity one lays down the tributary pen. he was so strong, so full of laughter and grace, so truly a man, his long vacation still seems a dream, and we feel that somewhere on the well-beloved campus we shall meet him and feel that friendly hand. in thinking of him i am always reminded of that fine old poem of sir henry wotton, a teacher himself, the provost of eton, whose life has been so charmingly written by another haverfordian—(logan pearsall smith).

the character of a happy life

how happy is he born and taught

that serveth not another's will;

whose armour is his honest thought,

and simple truth his utmost skill!

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whose passions not his masters are;

whose soul is still prepared for death

not tied unto the world by care

of public fame or private breath;

who envies none that chance doth raise,

nor vice; who never understood

how deepest wounds are given by praise;

nor rules of state, but rules of good;

who hath his life from rumours freed;

whose conscience is his strong retreat;

whose state can neither flatterers feed,

nor ruin make oppressors great;

who god doth late and early pray

more of his grace than gifts to lend;

and entertains the harmless day

with a well-chosen book or friend;

this man is freed from servile bands

of hope to rise or fear to fall:

lord of himself, though not of lands,

and having nothing, yet hath all.

such was the happy man as sir henry wotton described him. such, i think, was the life of our friend. i think it must have been a happy life, for he gave so much happiness to others.

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