wordsworth has written of one of those beautiful scenes which he loved so intensely, and with whose loveliness he was so familiar--

"the spot was made by nature for herself;

the travellers know it not. * * *

* * * but it is beautiful,

and if a man should plant his ottage near,

should sleep beneath the shelter of its trees,

and blend its waters with his daily meals,

he would so love it, that in his death-hour

its image would survive amongst his thoughts."

it was amid a scene to which these lines might be applied, that lord sandilands and his daughter were living, a year after the death of gilbert lloyd--a scene so grand, and yet so full of soft and tender beauty, that an english writer, who knew it better than anyone except the native swiss dwellers in it, declared it to be, "even amongst the wonders of the alps, a very miracle of beauty." it was a nook in the savoy alps, near the valley of the sixt. it had needed both money and interest to enable the old english nobleman to make even a temporary "settlement" in the remote region; but he had used both to good purpose, when he found that the wounded spirit, the mind diseased, of his daughter were not to be healed by the distractions of travelling in the busy and populous centres of european life. they had tried many places, but she had sickened of all, though she tried hard to hide from her father--whose solicitude for her increased daily, as did her affection for him--that all his efforts to procure peace and pleasure for her were to a great extent ineffectual. the young english prima donna--whose brief and brilliant career, whose sudden, unexplained disappearance from the scene of her triumphs, had been the subject of much talk and many conjectures in london--was not identified on the continent with the miss keith who kept so much to herself, but who was so very charming when she could be induced to enter into the pastime of the hour. this was the more natural, as gertrude never exerted her greatest, her most characteristic, talent--she never sang after she left england the last occasion on which she had "tumbled," as she had said, to a limited but critical audience at hardriggs, was the last appearance of miss lambert on any stage. miss keith looked well, when he was to be seen, and talked well, when she could be heard; but she never sang, and thus a kindly mist diffused itself over her identity.

it seemed incredible to gertrude that the incidents which had occurred, the great emotions she had experienced, the various kinds of suffering she had undergone, could all have passed over her within so brief a period: that in so short a space of time the exterior and interior conditions of her life should be so completely changed. she had passed through many widely-varying phases of mind since she had left england with her father: the uncertainty of her life over, the necessity for personal exertion at an end, and the death of her husband--horrible and unlamented as it was--had produced a great effect upon her. it was like relief from torturing, bodily pain, exhausting and constant; it made her feel the need of deep and prolonged rest, quite undisturbed and irresponsible. she turned impatiently, in the great relief of her freedom, from men and cities; and longed for the solitudes of nature, and the release from conventionalities, which she felt was needed to complete the sense of her emancipation. lord sandilands, who, though he had been very well since they left england, was sensibly older, and who had gradually come to centre all his interests in this woman--who, though a reproach, was yet a constant delight to him--instantly obeyed her wishes, and they went to switzerland. the beaten track of the tourists did not content gertrude, whose taste for the wild and solitary beauties of nature was thoroughly gratified in the alp region; and at no late period of their wanderings, they found themselves in the neighbourhood of the beautiful and little-known valley of the sixt. the place had an interest for gertrude, from association with a favourite volume which she had read many a time, wondering whether the time would ever come when the scenery of the great glacier-world should be other than a romantic, unattainable vision to her. lord sandilands found the air invigorating, and though he could not join gertrude in her explorations, he made every possible arrangement for their being effected with comfort and safety; and by means of supplying himself with a number of truly english "comforts"--most of which were entirely unintelligible to the simple people of the district, and caused him to be regarded with more than common awe--he established himself very satisfactorily at the hospitable hostelry of the fer à cheval, formerly the convent of sixt. there had always been a good deal of philosophical contentment in the disposition of lord sandilands, and under his present circumstances this useful mental characteristic grew stronger and more ready at call. reflecting, as he often did now, upon the past, it had an almost amusing effect upon his mind to remember how his time had formerly been passed--the people whom he had really thought of consequence to him, the things he had cared for and taken an interest in. how far away, how along ago, it all seemed now--now that he cared for nothing but gertrude: the memory of gertrude's mother--ah, what a blunder his conduct to her had been, as well as what a sin!--and his dead friend's son, mysteriously involved in that sin's consequence. who remembered him, he thought; and whom did he remember of the many who had been his associates, and had called themselves his friends? if tidings of his death were to be sent to england, how many would say or think more than--"old sandilands has popped off, i hear; deuced good thing for the parson's son in dorsetshire, nephew or cousin, isn't it?" none he knew--and the knowledge did not pain him--except miles challoner. and of these phantom friendships, these several associations, he had made the pabulum of his life. what utter nonsense it seemed now, to be sure, when his daughter, sedulously kept out of sight and out of mind during so many years, was now the great central truth and occupation of his life, and his books and the eternal hills the quiet company in which he most delighted! to the old man, too, the time seemed strangely short though eventful, since the whole aspect of his existence had been changed by the revelation made to him by his daughter. since gilbert lloyd's death he had watched her even more closely than before, for the purpose of making up his mind whether she should be left in entire ignorance of who the wicked man who had blighted her young life, and was now removed from it for ever, really was, or whether she should be told the truth. he decided that the latter course should be pursued if gertrude pined for miles challoner's presence, if she made any persistent attempts to break through the barrier of separation which circumstances and her own consent had placed between them. if change of scene, the excitement and interest of travel, and the natural influence of her youth and her recovered liberty should produce the effect he hoped for, should lead her to remember miles with only a soft, kindly, painless regret, he would not tell her the truth at all; the whole mystery of geoffrey challoner's life should rest in his grave with him, instead of only that dark secret which now lord sandilands could never by any possibility be forced to divulge. the purpose which his dead friend had had in view in imparting it to him had been faithfully served so long as the unhappy man lived,--it had died with him. neither miles nor gertrude should ever learn that tremendous truth. lord sandilands took great delight in his daughter's society, and sometimes under its influence lost sight of the troubles of the past. but the future fate of gertrude occupied his mind painfully. he had never felt very strong since the illness he had gone through at st. leonards, and he had become sensible since then that his life was not likely to be much prolonged. he had said nothing to gertrude of his conviction on this point, nor had he alluded to it in his communications with miles challoner. but in the quiet majestic region where they had now taken up their abode, lord sandilands found an influence which attuned his mind to very serious thought, and disposed him to the setting of his house in order. what was to become of gertrude when he should be gone? the painful and peculiar circumstances of her former life disinclined her to seek the busy haunts of the world, and her disposition required companionship, sympathy, and affection. he could leave her in easy circumstances, to be sure,--and he was of much too practical a turn of mind to underrate the importance of such a power,--but he could not give her security or happiness for the future. his heart turned yearningly to miles challoner as this solicitude troubled him, and he wondered whether his daughter's heart turned in the same direction. it had not been mentioned between them for long. the death of gilbert lloyd had set gertrude free, so far as she knew; but she felt that the barrier between her and miles existed still. he had loved and wooed her under a false impression, and since he had known the truth had made no attempt to see or write to her. lord sandilands had not failed to discern that she suffered keenly from this cause, but he still believed that she would suffer more keenly had she known the truth--the imperative and insurmountable reason which prevented miles from again seeking her presence. thus on this subject--the most interesting, the most vital to the father and the daughter--there had been silence, and now lord sandilands wished to break it, but hardly knew how to do so.

the time since the travellers had set up their rest at the fer à cheval had passed tranquilly away, and gertrude had frequently assured her father that she had never enjoyed her foreign tour so much as now, when she found herself among the solemn and majestic beauties of the alpine lands, and surrounded only by associations with nature, and people of the simplest and most primitive habits. this assurance, so far as it went, was strictly true, and yet gertrude was not quite happy. it was not altogether the shadow of the past which oppressed her--it was dark, and fell chill upon her, doubtless--but there was an actual haunting grief which was more painful even than that. she had loved worthily a man worthy of her love, she had loved him more than she had known or realised to herself, and he was lost to her now,--a great gulf seemed to have fixed itself between them, and she was perforce condemned to stand upon the opposite shore and gaze vainly across it with longing eyes. what was he doing there, far away in the distance beyond her ken? she did not know, and now not to know was becoming unbearable. had he forgotten her? how had he borne the revelation which lord sandilands had made to him, and which had disclosed to him the terrible deception of her life? her father had conveyed to her an assurance of his perfect forgiveness, and told her that he had said, hopeless as his suit was now, and void of expectation or happiness as his life must be, he could not regret that he had known and loved her. this was all she knew, and the need, the strong, desperate desire to know more became very potent as the time lengthened, and the first shock of her husband's death, with the revulsion of feeling it had caused, passed away. thus it happened that by a somewhat analogous process a similar result was wrought in the minds of the father and the daughter, and it became imminent that miles challoner should be spoken of between them.

the occasion arose on a splendid evening, late in the summer, when the beauty of the scene amid which they lived was at its height, when the peace and the majesty of the mountains filled their spirits, and the turmoil of the past in their lives seemed an impossible delusion. a time to think of the beloved dead with joyful hope as well as with poignant sorrow; a time to make eternity seem true and near, and hardly surprising; a time and a scene to soften and refine every feeling, and to put far away the passions and pursuits of the common world. lord sandilands was keenly impressed by this vague and beautiful influence of nature; and under the impression reverted, as the old do, to the long-past scenes of youth, its pleasures, its dreams, its occupations, and its companions. he talked a great deal to his daughter that evening of her mother, and of his own. the great wrong he had done gertrude gautier once frankly acknowledged, and the sincere repentance he had come to feel earnestly professed, lord sandilands had alluded to that no more. gertrude's mother might have been his honoured wife for any tone of restraint or difference there was in his infrequent mention of her. then he strayed into talk of the associates of his boyhood and his school and college days, and mentioned mark challoner, the "young squire" of rowley in those distant days. here was gertrude's opportunity, and she availed herself of it promptly.

"tell me about the squire," she said, looking up into her father's face from her low seat by his side, and laying her clasped hands upon his knee. "i should like to hear all about him. miles challoner used to speak of him with the greatest affection and respect."

"yes," said lord sandilands, "miles loved his father. he was a very good son."

seeing that a thoughtful expression spread itself over his face, gertrude was afraid he might lapse again into silence, and once more asked him eagerly to tell her about the squire. he did so. he told her of the old times at rowley, of the geniality, heartiness, popularity, happiness of the squire; of his pretty young wife, her death, the change it wrought in the friend he so loved; of the long-unbroken confidence which had existed between them, only disturbed by death; and as he told the story, and dwelt upon the affectionate remembrances which it revived, he felt how little death had really disturbed the tie between them, how faithfully he had kept his friend's secret, and how wonderful it was to think that his own daughter was so deeply concerned in it--quite unconsciously. as her mobile, expressive face lighted up with interest and emotion, he looked at her with deep tenderness and compassion, thinking of the common suffering which linked her with his dead friend, and made that secret more important to her than even it had been to him. for him it was over and done with for ever; for her its baleful and guilty influence lingered still.

"is miles like the squire?" gertrude asked.

"yes," replied lord sandilands, "like him in face and in character, but of a milder temper. mark challoner was very hot-tempered in his youth, quick, and impatient. miles is more like his mother in his ways. she was a very sweet woman, and a terrible loss to her husband."

it was a relief to them to have thus slipped into an easy and familiar mention of him whose name had been for so long unspoken between them.

"have you heard of miles lately, father?" said gertrude quietly, and without removing her eyes from lord sandilands' face.

"i am very glad you have asked me, my dear," replied her father. "i did not like to talk of miles to you until you should mention him first. i have heard from him lately, and i don't like the tone in which he writes about himself."

"is he ill?" said gertrude, with quick alarm in her face and in her voice.

"no, not at all; but he is thoroughly discontented and unhappy. he has tried his very best and hardest to live the life of a moral english squire at rowley, but he cannot do it; he has no heart for it; and i should not be surprised any day to hear that he had given up the useless attempt. he has not forgotten you, gertrude; and he cannot forget you."

"i am glad of that," she said in the same calm tone. "i suppose i ought to say otherwise; but it would not be true, and i cannot say it. i deceived him, and was forced to disappoint him, and bring a great cross on his life; but i cannotsay that i should be glad to know he had forgotten me, and had found elsewhere the happiness he thought he might have had with me."

"i am glad you speak so frankly to me," said lord sandilands, laying his hand tenderly on the shining bands of gertrude's dark-brown hair. "i have been thinking a great deal about you and miles challoner; and i should like to know exactly how you feel about him."

the answer was very plainly to be read in her face, but gertrude did not hesitate to give it in words.

"there is no change in my feelings for him, father," she said. "i shall never cease to love him."

"would you marry him, gertrude, if he came to ask you, though your marriage should involve your relinquishing all connexion with england, breaking entirely, even more completely than we have done, with old associations, and making quite a new life in a new country for yourselves? don't start, my dear, and look so agitated; he has not told me to ask you this. you are not required to give a decision. i have asked you for my own satisfaction, because i want to know."

"i would marry him," gertrude answered, "to go to the other end of the world with him, if it did not mean parting with you--but that can never be--without a scruple, without a regret, without a fear. but he could not marry me--have i not deceived him?--even supposing he cared for me now as he once did. no, no, that is over and i must not repine, blest as my life is far above my deserts."

she put her father's hand to her lips as she spoke, then laid her soft cheek tenderly upon it.

"and you think the obstacle which your hard fate raised between you and miles is insurmountable?" said lord sandilands, thinking the while of that obstacle of which she was unconscious.

"i think so," gertrude answered sadly. "do not you? have you any reason for thinking it is not so?"

"none that i can make you understand, my child," said lord sandilands. "but i have a strong conviction--a feeling which may not be reasonable, but is irresistible--that all this strange riddle of your life will yet work itself out to a clear and happy solution in your becoming miles challoner's wife. i understand the extent and force of the objections much better than you do, and give them their full weight in the estimation of the world. but (since i have been here particularly) i have for some time ceased to set very great store by the opinions of the world, and to believe that there is much happiness or even satisfaction to be got out of conformity to them. i fancy miles is very strongly of my opinion, and in time--not a very long time either--i have a perfect conviction that all will be well, and that when i leave you i shall do so in better hands than mine."

gertrude's tears were falling before her father concluded these sentences, which he spoke with much earnestness, and for some time she did not speak. at length she said:

"when he writes to you, does he ever mention me?"

"always, and always in the same invariable tone. no other woman will ever be offered the place in his home which he once hoped would have been yours. this he has told me often, and desired i should tell you, if ever, or whenever, you should again speak of him to me."

"he knows we have not spoken of him lately?"

"he knows that, and has been satisfied that it should be so; the time that has elapsed since the event that set you free has not been too long for a silence dictated by propriety; but it has expired now, gertrude, and i think you and he might be brought to understand each other, and make up your minds, like rational people, what extent of sacrifice you are prepared to make to secure the privilege of passing the remainder of your lives together."

"i have it not in my power to make any sacrifice," said gertrude; "that must come from him, if it is to come at all. i wish i had; but it is he who would have all to forgive, all to forego, all to endure."

lord sandilands, with his secret knowledge of the truth, felt that she had reason in her words. but he had strong faith in miles challoner, and confident hope in the result of a plan which he had formed, and on which this conversation with his daughter finally determined him to act. he did not prolong their conference, but bade gertrude be of good cheer, and trust in him and in the future. she gave him her ready promise, and a fervent assurance of the happiness and contentment of her life with him, and said a few earnest words of affection to him, which her father received with a fervour which would have astonished himself almost as much as it would have surprised his london acquaintances. as the shades of evening deepened, silence fell upon lord sandilands and gertrude once more, unbroken until he asked her to sing to him. she complied immediately (her father and the peasants were the only persons who now heard the glorious voice which had enchanted the most splendid, refined, and critical audience in the world), and the rich, thrilling strains soon floated out upon the pure mountain-air. her father--lying on a couch beneath the window at the end of the long room, which commanded a glorious view of the valley leading up to the col d'auterne, and from whence gertrude had watched many a sunrise, and gazed at many a moonlight scene, such as no words could convey a description of--listened to her singing, and was transported in fancy back to the long-vanished past. the last song which gertrude sung that night was the first she had sung at the concert at carabas house, when miles challoner had looked upon her to love her, and lord sandilands had looked at her and found gertrude gautier's features in her face.

a few days later, when he had considered the matter maturely, and made up his mind that in the way which had suggested itself to him the happiness of his daughter and miles challoner might be secured, lord sandilands wrote to his dead friend's son. the letter was a long one, replying fully to the last which he had received from miles, and giving him excellent advice, which the writer was thoroughly well qualified to offer, concerning the disposition and management of his property. it contained intelligence of lord sandilands' health, and a description of the locale and its resources. then it continued:

"i have purposely avoided mentioning gertrude to you until the present stage of my letter should have been reached, because i have much to say concerning her of a more serious nature than the details of her daily occupations, and a report of her health and looks. the latter are good, the former are as usual. she still retains unaltered her pleasure in the mountain scenery, the primitive people, and the flowers. she is still the same to me--an affectionate daughter and a charming companion. but some time has now passed since the death of her unhappy husband, and its influence is telling upon her. i have not been blind to the change in her; and a few days ago, for the first time, i mentioned you, and elicited from her an avowal which i am about to disclose to you, addressing you in my double character (and of course without her knowledge) of gertrude's father and your oldest, and i think i may add truest, friend. she is still attached to you--and in spite of all the sorrow and all the equivocal experiences which have been hers--with a fresh, vivid, and trusting affection, which would suffice, or i am very much mistaken in my estimate of both of you, to make your lives, if united, happy. i do not entertain any doubt that your feelings towards her remain unchanged, and it is on this supposition that i now address you. you have known me long, my dear miles, and as well as a man of your age can know a man of mine; and when i tell you that i regret more deeply, bitterly, and unavailingly than anything else--it is my lot, the common one of old age, to look back upon the past with vain bitterness and regret--the having hesitated before the opinion of the world in doing my duty by the woman i loved, and following to a practical issue my own conviction of the means by which my true happiness might have been secured, you will not suspect me of unduly underrating, or carelessly despising, the opinion and the judgment of the world. the circumstances must be very exceptional indeed under which i would counsel any man, holding a fair position in society and endowed with the duties and privileges of a landed proprietor as you we, to defy the opinion of society, and to turn his back on those duties and privileges. but yours is a very exceptional position, and i do counsel you to do both these things. your heart is not in rowley court, nor are you capable of fulfilling your duties as you are at present. make new ones for yourself, my dear miles. yield to the inclination which you have partly confessed, and which i have very distinctly perceived, and turn your back upon the scene which has been overclouded for you since your boyhood by a sorrow which has ever been, and must remain, a mystery to you. geoffrey challoner's crime is buried in the grave of gilbert lloyd; but you will never lay its ghost while you remain at rowley court. i am neither a credulous nor a superstitious man; but i have seen more instances than one of the passing away of the 'luck' of an old place, and i feel that rowley court is one of those from which the old 'luck' has passed away. so far as leaving the place is concerned, i believe my advice will only anticipate, if even it does anticipate, the resolution i fully expect to hear you have by this time taken. and now to my other point. society in england and english law do not recognise such a marriage as that of yourself and gertrude would be; and under anything like ordinary circumstances i should be one of the first and strongest protestants against such a union; but as i have already said, yours are the most exceptional circumstances conceivable out of the region of the wildest romance. your marriage with gertrude could not injure any rights, or offend any principles or prejudices, as no one ever likely to see your faces again, or, if you did marry, ever to be aware of the fact, has the least notion of the existence of those circumstances. sell the property, leave england, and if you still love gertrude, as she loves you, marry her, and seek happiness and home in a foreign land. i write now, you must bear in mind, remembering that she is entirely ignorant of the complication in your story and hers which sets it apart from perhaps any other human experience. she regards herself as a faulty woman, who deceived the man she loved by an assumption which she deems unpardonable, undeniable, even after that wretched man's death had set her free. you regard her as still (as i believe) the object of your truest love, but parted from you by the fact that the man who made her miserable, and might have made her guilty had not true love intervened to save her, was your own brother, the author of the misery which made the latter years of your father dark and cheerless. these are both substantial truths and phantoms,--the first in their simple existence, the second in the effect they ought to produce on such a mind as yours. the misfortunes of your life are irremediable; but they are also past and gone, and the future may still be yours--yours too, without a braving of opinion, a defiance of the world to which you would probably not feel equal, if the selection of your future course of proceeding were put before you hampered with any such imperative condition. you might take wealth with you to a foreign land, and the antecedents of your wife could never be known there to anyone; here, only to me; and i am ready to give your determination to carry out such a scheme as this my warmest approbation and support, though, if you do it, i must lose the society of my child, which is inexpressibly dear to me. but i owe it to gertrude, and still more to gertrude's mother, that i should not rest content with a half-compensation to my daughter, that she should not be only half-happy. i know in what her true happiness would consist, and it shall not be wanting through any failure of self-denial on my part. my time here is not to be long; perhaps it may be peaceful, and less haunted by remorse, if my daughter becomes your wife. i have sinned much towards the living and the dead; and though there does not at first sight appear to be any reparation in the scheme which i propose, there is a reparation which you will understand in part, and i entirely. if i am not in error in respect to your feelings, write to me, and say that you will join us here, when the necessary arrangement of your affairs will admit of your coming.."

when lord sandilands had written this letter, he did not immediately despatch it, but laid it by-for a few days, during which he deliberated with himself much and secretly. but the end of all his meditations, the upshot of all his close observation of gertrude, was a conviction that the letter was an exposition of the truth, and ought to be sent. accordingly, on the fourth day after he had written he despatched it, and it was fortunate that he had taken and acted upon the resolution at the time he did; for lord sandilands was not to act upon any more resolutions, or play any active part in the affairs of this world any more.

on the evening of the day on which his letter to miles challoner had been sent away, and while his daughter was singing to him, lord sandilands was taken ill with acute gout. the attack had many features in common with that which had tried him so severely at st. leonards, but was more severe and exhausting. the english doctor from chamouni shook his head and looked very grave from the first,--he was naturally a gloomy practitioner, but in this instance his gravity was amply justified. there was not enough rallying-power in the constitution of the patient it seemed, and the illness rapidly assumed a fatal aspect. the intelligence was conveyed, not without humane gentleness, to gertrude, on whom its effect was overwhelming indeed. a kind of stupefaction came over her; she could render but little assistance, but she never left her father, and even when his exhaustion was greatest he was conscious of her presence.

one day, when the end was only a few hours off, she was sitting by lord sandilands' bed, holding one of his thin hands in hers, and gazing with looks expressive of such anguish as only such a vigil knows, on his sleeping face. a slight noise at the door disturbed her, but she merely raised her hand with a warning gesture, and did not turn her head. in another moment a man's form approached her with swift, noiseless strides, and she was silently clasped in the arms of miles challoner.

thus sheltered, thus comforted, her father found her when he awoke, and a little while after lord sandilands died.