he never in all his life felt so nervous, and so much like a criminal, as when he reached with trembling hand for the innocent rifle with which he was to shed more crimson blood and destroy a life. he looked guiltily at the deer whose eye seemed to hold him in a kind of gentle stare. it seemed as if the creature trusted him, yet wondered what he was going to do.
there was a kind of pathos in the thought that came to him that the suffering deer did not recognize the rifle as the sort of thing which had laid him low. the creature’s innocence, as one might say, went to the boy’s heart.
he backed away from the stricken form, three yards—five yards. he felt brutal, abominable. the cautious little bird had withdrawn to a tree somewhat farther off where it still sang blithely. westy paused, listening to the bird. then he stole toward the tree trying to deceive himself that he wanted to see what kind of a bird it was, when in plain fact all he was doing was killing time. the bird, disgusted with the whole affair as one might have fancied, made a great flutter and flew away to a more wholesome atmosphere. the bird was not a scout, it had no duties....
westy advanced a few paces, his rifle shaking in his hand. it was simple enough what he had to do, yet there he was absurdly calculating distances. oh, if it had only been the white target there before him with its black circles one inside another, the only hunting ground or jungle westy knew. strange, how different he felt now.
he could not bear that soft eye contemplating him so he walked around to the other side of the deer where the eye could not see him. then he felt sneaky, like one stealing up behind his victim. and through all his immature trepidation hate was in his heart; hate for the brutal wretch who had fled thinking only of his own safety, and leaving this ungrateful task for him to do.
suddenly it occurred to westy that he might run to chandler and tell the authorities what he had found. that would be his good turn for the day. ira had always “guyed” him about good turns. that would seem like running away from an unpleasant duty. to whom did he owe the good turn? was it not to this stricken, suffering creature?
so westy martin, scout of the first class, did his good turn to this dumb creature in its dim forest home. the dumb creature did not know that westy martin was doing it a good turn. it seemed a queer sort of good turn. he could never write it down in his neat little scout record as a good turn. he would never, never think of it in that way. if the deer could only understand....
the way to do a thing is to do it. and it is not the part of a scout to dilly-dally. when a scout knows his duty he is not afraid. but if the deer could only know, could only understand....
westy approached the creature with bolstered resolution. he lifted his gun, his arms shaking. where should it be? in the head? of course. he held the muzzle within six inches of the head. a jerky little squirrel crept part way down a tree, turned suddenly and scurried up again. it was very quiet about. only the sound of a busy woodpecker tapping away somewhere. westy paused for a moment, counting the taps....
then there was another sound; quick, sharp, which did not belong in the woods. and the woodpecker stopped his tapping. westy saw the deer’s forefoot twitch spasmodically. and a little stream of blood was trailing down its forehead.
westy martin had done his daily good turn....
