"o pearl," i said, "in pearls bedight,
art thou my pearl for which i mourn,
lamenting all alone at night?
with hidden grief my heart is worn.
since thou through grass didst slip from sight,
pensive and pained, i pass forlorn,
and thou livest in a life of light,
a world where enters sin nor scorn.
what fate has hither my jewel borne,
and left me in earth's strife and stir?
oh, sweet, since we in twain were torn,
i have been a joyless jeweler."
that jewel then with gems besprent
glanced up at me with eyes of grey,
put on her pearl crown orient,
and soberly began to say:
"you tell your tale with wrong intent,
thinking your pearl gone quite away.
like a jewel within a coffer pent,
in this gracious garden bright and gay,
your pearl may ever dwell at play,
where sin nor mourning come to her;
it were a joy to thee alway
wert thou a gentle jeweler.
"but, jeweler, if thou dost lose
thy joy for a gem once dear to thee,
methinks thou dost thy mind abuse,
bewildered by a fantasy;
thou hast lost nothing save a rose
that flowered and failed by life's decree:
because the coffer did round it close,
a precious pearl it came to be.
a thief thou hast dubbed thy destiny
that something for nothing gives thee, sir;
thou blamest thy sorrow's remedy,
thou art no grateful jeweler."
like jewels did her story fall,
a jewel, every gentle clause;
"truly," i said, "thou best of all!
my great distress thy voice withdraws.
i thought my pearl lost past recall,
my jewel shut within earth's jaws;
but now i shall keep festival,
and dwell with it in bright wood-shaws;
and love my lord and all his laws,
who hath brought this bliss. ah! if i were
beyond these waves, i should have cause
to be a joyful jeweler."
"jeweler," said that gem so dear,
"why jest ye men, so mad ye be?
three sayings thou hast spoken clear,
and unconsidered were all three;
their meaning thou canst not come near,
thy word before thy thought doth flee.
first, thou believest me truly here,
because with eyes thou mayst me see;
second, with me in this country
thou wilt dwell, whatever may deter;
third, that to cross here thou art free:
that may no joyful jeweler."