i forget now absolutely what i may have expected to happen next. i cannot remember my return to my father's house that day. but i know that what did happen was the most unanticipated and incredible experience of my life. it was as if the whole world of mankind were suddenly to turn upside down and people go about calmly in positions of complete inversion. i had a note from mary on the morning after this discovery that indeed dealt with that but was otherwise not very different from endless notes i had received before our crisis. it was destroyed, so that i do not know its exact text now, but it did not add anything material to the situation, or give me the faintest shadow to intimate what crept close upon us both. she repeated her strangely thwarting refusal to come away and live with me. she seemed indignant that we had been discovered—as though justin had indulged in an excess of existence by discovering us. i completed and despatched to her a long letter i had already been writing overnight in which i made clear the hopeless impossibility of her attitude, vowed all my life and strength to her, tried to make some picture of the happiness that was possible for us together, sketched as definitely as i could when and where we might meet and whither we might go. it must have made an extraordinary jumble of protest, persuasion and practicality. it never reached her; it was intercepted by justin.

i have gathered since that after i left martens he sent telegrams to guy and philip and her cousin lord tarvrille. he was i think amazed beyond measure at this revelation of the possibilities of his cold and distant wife, with a vast passion of jealousy awaking in him, and absolutely incapable of forming any plan to meet the demands of his extraordinary situation. guy and philip got to him that night, tarvrille came down next morning, and martens became a debate. justin did not so much express views and intentions as have them extracted from him; it was manifest he was prepared for the amplest forgiveness of his wife if only i could be obliterated from their world. confronted with her brothers, the two men in the world who could be frankly brutal to her, mary's dignity suffered; she persisted she meant to go on seeing me, but she was reduced to passionate tears.

into some such state of affairs i came that morning on the heels of my letter, demanding lady mary of a scared evasive butler.

maxton and tarvrille appeared: "hullo, stratton!" said tarvrille, with a fine flavor of an agreeable chance meeting. philip had doubts about his greeting me, and then extended his reluctant hand with a nervous grin to excuse the delay.

"i want to see lady mary," said i, stiffly.

"she's not up yet," said tarvrille, with a hand on my shoulder. "come and have a talk in the garden."

we went out with tarvrille expanding the topic of the seasons. "it's a damned good month, november, say what you like about it." philip walked grimly silent on my other hand.

"and it's a damned awkward situation you've got us into, stratton," said tarvrille, "say what you like about it."

"it isn't as though old justin was any sort of beast," he reflected, "or anything like that, you know. he's a most astonishing decent chap, clean as they make them."

"this isn't a beastly intrigue," i said.

"it never is," said tarvrille genially.

"we've loved each other a long time. it's just flared out here."

"no doubt of that," said tarvrille. "it's been like a beacon to all surrey."

"it's one of those cases where things have to be readjusted. the best thing to do is for mary and me to go abroad——"

"yes, but does mary think so?"

"look here!" said philip in a voice thick with rage. "i won't have mary divorced. i won't. see? i won't."

"what the devil's it got to do with you?" i asked with an answering flash of fury.

tarvrille's arm ran through mine. "nobody's going to divorce mary," he said reassuringly. "not even justin. he doesn't want to, and nobody else can, and there you are!"

"but we two——"

"you two have had a tremendously good time. you've got found out—and there you are!"

"this thing has got to stop absolutely now," said philip and echoed with a note of satisfaction in his own phrasing, "absolutely now."

"you see, stratton," said tarvrille as if he were expanding philip's assertion, "there's been too many divorces in society. it's demoralizing people. it's discrediting us. it's setting class against class. everybody is saying why don't these big people either set about respecting the law or altering it. common people are getting too infernally clear-headed. hitherto it's mattered so little.... but we can't stand any more of it, stratton, now. it's something more than a private issue; it's a question of public policy. we can't stand any more divorces."

he reflected. "we have to consider something more than our own personal inclinations. we've got no business to be here at all if we're not a responsible class. we owe something—to ourselves."

it was as if tarvrille was as concerned as i was for this particular divorce, as if he struggled with a lively desire to see me and mary happily married after the shortest possible interval. and indeed he manifestly wasn't unsympathetic; he had the strongest proclivity for the romantic and picturesque, and it was largely the romantic picturesqueness of renunciation that he urged upon me. philip for the most part maintained a resentful silence; he was a clenched anger against me, against mary, against the flaming possibilities that threatened the sister of lord maxton, that most promising and distinguished young man.

of course their plans must have been definitely made before this talk, probably they had made them overnight, and probably it was tarvrille had given them a practicable shape, but he threw over the whole of our talk so satisfying a suggestion of arrest and prolonged discussion that it never occurred to me that i should not be able to come again on the morrow and renew my demand to see mary. even when next day i turned my face to martens and saw the flag had vanished from the flagstaff, it seemed merely a token of that household's perturbation. i thought the house looked oddly blank and sleepy as i drew near, but i did not perceive that this was because all the blinds were drawn. the door upon the lawn was closed, and presently the butler came to open it. he was in an old white jacket, and collarless. "lady mary!" he said. "lady mary has gone, sir. she and mr. justin went yesterday after you called."

"gone!" said i. "but where?"

"i think abroad, sir."

"abroad!"

"i think abroad."

"but—— they've left an address?"

"only to mr. justin's office," said the man. "any letters will be forwarded from there."

i paused upon the step. he remained stiffly deferential, but with an air of having disposed of me. he reproved me tacitly for forgetting that i ought to conceal my astonishment at this disappearance. he was indeed an admirable man-servant. "thank you," said i, and dropped away defeated from the door.

i went down the broad steps, walked out up the lawn, and surveyed house and trees and garden and sky. to the heights and the depths and the uttermost, i knew now what it was to be amazed....