the day went on, and went out, its short autumnal brightness quenched in a chilly fog. all along the widdiehill, the gas was alight in the low-browed dingy shops. to the well-to-do citizen hastening home to the topmost business of the day, his dinner, these looked the abodes of unlovely poverty and mean struggle. even to those behind their counters, in their back parlours, and in their rooms above, everything about them looked common, to most of them, save the owners, wearisome. but to yon pale-faced student, gliding in the glow of his red gown, through the grey mist back to his lodging, and peeping in at every open door as he passes, they are so full of mystery, that gladly would he yield all he has gathered from books, for one genuine glance of insight into the vital movement of the hearts and households of which those open shops are the sole outward and visible signs. each house is to him a nest of human birds, over which brood the eternal wings of love and purpose. only such different birds are hatched from the same nest! and what a nest was then the city itself!—with its university, its schools, its churches, its hospitals, its missions; its homes, its lodging-houses, its hotels, its drinking shops, its houses viler still; its factories, its ships, its great steamers; and the same humanity busy in all!—here the sickly lady walking in the panoply of love unharmed through the horrors of vicious suffering; there the strong mother cursing her own child along half a street with an intensity and vileness of execration unheard elsewhere! the will of the brooding spirit must be a grand one, indeed, to enclose so much of what cannot be its will, and turn all to its purpose of eternal good! our knowledge of humanity, how much more our knowledge of the father of it, is moving as yet but in the first elements.
in his shed under the stair it had been dark for some time—too dark for work, that is, and george galbraith had lighted a candle: he never felt at liberty to leave off so long as a man was recognizable in the street by daylight. but now at last, with a sigh of relief, he rose. the hour of his redemption was come, the moment of it at hand. outwardly calm, he was within eager as a lover to reach lucky croale's back parlour. his hand trembled with expectation as he laid from it the awl, took from between his knees the great boot on the toe of which he had been stitching a patch, lifted the yoke of his leather apron over his head, and threw it aside. with one hasty glance around, as if he feared some enemy lurking near to prevent his escape, he caught up a hat which looked as if it had been brushed with grease, pulled it on his head with both hands, stepped out quickly, closed the door behind him, turned the key, left it in the lock, and made straight for his earthly paradise—but with chastened step. all mistress croale's customers made a point of looking decent in the street—strove, in their very consciousness, to carry the expression of being on their way to their tea, not their toddy—or if their toddy, then not that they desired it, but merely that it was their custom always of an afternoon: man had no choice—he must fill space, he must occupy himself; and if so, why not mistress croale's the place, and the consumption of whisky the occupation? but alas for their would-be seeming indifference! everybody in the lane, almost in the widdiehill, knew every one of them, and knew him for what he was; knew that every drop of toddy he drank was to him as to a miser his counted sovereign; knew that, as the hart for the water-brooks, so thirsted his soul ever after another tumbler; that he made haste to swallow the last drops of the present, that he might behold the plenitude of the next steaming before him; that, like the miser, he always understated the amount of the treasure he had secured, because the less he acknowledged, the more he thought he could claim.
george was a tall man, of good figure, loosened and bowed. his face was well favoured, but not a little wronged by the beard and dirt of a week, through which it gloomed haggard and white. beneath his projecting black brows, his eyes gleamed doubtful, as a wood-fire where white ash dims the glow. he looked neither to right nor left, but walked on with moveless dull gaze, noting nothing.
"yon's his ain warst enemy," said the kindly grocer-wife, as he passed her door.
"ay," responded her customer, who kept a shop near by for old furniture, or anything that had been already once possessed—"ay, i daursay. but eh! to see that puir negleckit bairn o' his rin scoorin' aboot the toon yon gait—wi' little o' a jacket but the collar, an' naething o' the breeks but the doup—eh, wuman! it maks a mither's hert sair to luik upo' 't. it's a providence 'at his mither's weel awa' an' canna see't; it wad gar her turn in her grave."
george was the first arrival at mistress croale's that night. he opened the door of the shop like a thief, and glided softly into the dim parlour, where the candles were not yet lit. there was light enough, however, from the busy little fire in the grate to show the clean sanded floor which it crossed with flickering shadows, the coloured prints and cases of stuffed birds on the walls, the full-rigged barque suspended from the centre of the ceiling, and, chief of all shows of heaven or earth, the black bottle on the table, with the tumblers, each holding its ladle, and its wine glass turned bottom upwards. nor must i omit a part without which the rest could not have been a whole—the kettle of water that sat on the hob, softly crooning. compared with the place where george had been at work all day, this was indeed an earthly paradise. nor was the presence and appearance of mistress croale an insignificant element in the paradisial character of the place. she was now in a clean white cap with blue ribbons. her hair was neatly divided, and drawn back from her forehead. every trace of dirt and untidiness had disappeared from her person, which was one of importance both in size and in bearing. she wore a gown of some dark stuff with bright flowers on it, and a black silk apron. her face was composed, almost to sadness, and throughout the evening, during which she waited in person upon her customers, she comported herself with such dignity, that her slow step and stately carriage seemed rather to belong to the assistant at some religious ceremony than to one who ministered at the orgies of a few drunken tradespeople.
she was seated on the horsehair sofa in the fire-twilight, waiting for customers, when the face of galbraith came peering round the door-cheek.
"come awa' ben," she said, hospitably, and rose. but as she did so, she added with a little change of tone, "but i'm thinkin' ye maun hae forgotten, sir george. this is setterday nicht, ye ken; an' gien it war to be sunday mornin' afore ye wan to yer bed, it wadna be the first time, an' ye michtna be up ear eneuch to get yersel shaved afore kirk time."
she knew as well as george himself that never by any chance did he go to church; but it was her custom, as i fancy it is that of some other bulwarks of society and pillars of the church, "for the sake of example," i presume, to make not unfrequent allusion to certain observances, moral, religious, or sanatory as if they were laws that everybody kept.
galbraith lifted his hand, black, and embossed with cobbler's wax, and rubbed it thoughtfully over his chin: he accepted the fiction offered him; it was but the well-known prologue to a hebdomadal passage between them. what if he did not intend going to church the next day? was that any reason why he should not look a little tidier when his hard week's-work was over, and his nightly habit was turned into the comparatively harmless indulgence of a saturday, in sure hope of the day of rest behind.
"troth, i didna min' 'at it was setterday," he answered. "i wuss i had pitten on a clean sark, an' washen my face. but i s' jist gang ower to the barber's an' get a scrape, an' maybe some o' them 'ill be here or i come back."
mistress croale knew perfectly that there was no clean shirt in george's garret. she knew also that the shirt he then wore, which probably, in consideration of her maid's festered hand, she would wash for him herself, was one of her late husband's which she had given him. but george's speech was one of those forms of sound words held fast by all who frequented mistress croale's parlour, and by herself estimated at more than their worth.
the woman had a genuine regard for galbraith. neither the character nor fate of one of the rest gave her a moment's trouble; but in her secret mind she deplored that george should drink so inordinately, and so utterly neglect his child as to let him spend his life in the streets. she comforted herself, however, with the reflection, that seeing he would drink, he drank with no bad companions—drank at all events where what natural wickedness might be in them, was suppressed by the sternness of her rule. were he to leave her fold—for a fold in very truth, and not a sty, it appeared to her—and wander away to jock thamson's or jeemie deuk's, he would be drawn into loud and indecorous talk, probably into quarrel and uproar.
in a few minutes george returned, an odd contrast visible between the upper and lower halves of his face. hearing his approach she met him at the door.
"noo, sir george," she said, "jist gang up to my room an' hae a wash, an' pit on the sark ye'll see lyin' upo' the bed; syne come doon an' hae yer tum'ler comfortable."
george's whole soul was bent upon his drink, but he obeyed as if she had been twice his mother. by the time he had finished his toilet, the usual company was assembled, and he appeared amongst them in all the respectability of a clean shirt and what purity besides the general adhesiveness of his trade-material would yield to a single ablution long delayed. they welcomed him all, with nod, or grin, or merry word, in individual fashion, as each sat measuring out his whisky, or pounding at the slow-dissolving sugar, or tasting the mixture with critical soul seated between tongue and palate.
the conversation was for some time very dull, with a strong tendency to the censorious. for in their circle, not only were the claims of respectability silently admitted, but the conduct of this and that man of their acquaintance, or of public note, was pronounced upon with understood reference to those claims—now with smile of incredulity or pity, now with headshake regretful or condemnatory—and this all the time that each was doing his best to reduce himself to a condition in which the word conduct could no longer have meaning in reference to him.
all of them, as did their hostess, addressed galbraith as sir george, and he accepted the title with a certain unassuming dignity. for, if it was not universally known in the city, it was known to the best lawyers in it, that he was a baronet by direct derivation from the hand of king james the sixth.
the fire burned cheerfully, and the kettle making many journeys between it and the table, things gradually grew more lively. stories were told, often without any point, but not therefore without effect; reminiscences, sorely pulpy and broken at the edges, were offered and accepted with a laughter in which sober ears might have detected a strangely alien sound; and adventures were related in which truth was no necessary element to reception. in the case of the postman, for instance, who had been dismissed for losing a bag of letters the week before, not one of those present believed a word he said; yet as he happened to be endowed with a small stock of genuine humour, his stories were regarded with much the same favour as if they had been authentic. but the revival scarcely reached sir george. he said little or nothing, but, between his slow gulps of toddy, sat looking vacantly into his glass. it is true he smiled absently now and then when the others laughed, but that was only for manners. doubtless he was seeing somewhere the saddest of all visions—the things that might have been. the wretched craving of the lower organs stilled, and something spared for his brain, i believe the chief joy his drink gave him lay in the power once more to feel himself a gentleman. the washed hands, the shaven face, the clean shirt, had something to do with it, no doubt, but the necromantic whisky had far more.
what faded ghosts of ancestral dignity and worth and story the evil potion called up in the mind of sir george!—who himself hung ready to fall, the last, or all but the last, mildewed fruit of the tree of galbraith! ah! if this one and that of his ancestors had but lived to his conscience, and with some thought of those that were to come after him, he would not have transmitted to poor sir george, in horrible addition to moral weakness, that physical proclivity which had now grown to such a hideous craving. to the miserable wretch himself it seemed that he could no more keep from drinking whisky than he could from breathing air.
