i am here myself; as though this heave of effort
at starting other life, fulfilled my own:
rose-leaves that whirl in colour round a core
of seed-specks kindled lately and softly blown
by all the blood of the rose-bush into being—
strange, that the urgent will in me, to set
my mouth on hers in kisses, and so softly
to bring together two strange sparks, beget
another life from our lives, so should send
the innermost fire of my own dim soul out-
spinning
and whirling in blossom of flame and being upon
me!
that my completion of manhood should be the
beginning
another life from mine! for so it looks.
the seed is purpose, blossom accident.
the seed is all in all, the blossom lent
to crown the triumph of this new descent.
is that it, woman? does it strike you so?
the great breath blowing a tiny seed of fire
fans out your petals for excess of flame,
till all your being smokes with fine desire?
or are we kindled, you and i, to be
one rose of wonderment upon the tree
of perfect life, and is our possible seed
but the residuum of the ecstasy?
how will you have it?—the rose is all in all,
or the ripe rose-fruits of the luscious fall?
the sharp begetting, or the child begot?
our consummation matters, or does it not?
to me it seems the seed is just left over
from the red rose-flowers' fiery transience;
just orts and slarts; berries that smoulder in the
bush
which burnt just now with marvellous immanence.
blossom, my darling, blossom, be a rose
of roses unchidden and purposeless; a rose
for rosiness only, without an ulterior motive;
for me it is more than enough if the flower un-
close.
a youth mowing
there are four men mowing down by the isar;
i can hear the swish of the scythe-strokes, four
sharp breaths taken: yea, and i
am sorry for what's in store.
the first man out of the four that's mowing
is mine, i claim him once and for all;
though it's sorry i am, on his young feet, knowing
none of the trouble he's led to stall.
as he sees me bringing the dinner, he lifts
his head as proud as a deer that looks
shoulder-deep out of the corn; and wipes
his scythe-blade bright, unhooks
the scythe-stone and over the stubble to me.
lad, thou hast gotten a child in me,
laddie, a man thou'lt ha'e to be,
yea, though i'm sorry for thee.
