when one has spent six years prospecting and mining in colorado and the southwest one has usually ceased to be capable of surprise at any tricks fate may spring. nevertheless wade was forced to wonder at the chain of events which had deposited him here in a green rep rocking chair in eden village. that the western slope limited, two hours late and trying to make up time, should have had a hot-box and, perhaps for the first time in months, stopped at the top of saddle pass and presented evelyn walton to him was one of fate's simpler vagaries; but that now, after five years, he should find himself beside her nearly two thousand miles from their first place of meeting was something to think about. first event and last were links in a closely-welded chain of circumstance. looking back, he saw that one had followed the other as logically as night follows day. by a set of quite natural, unforced incidents fate had achieved the amazing.
wade no longer had any doubt as to the identity of the person who had looked in upon him through the window yesterday. the marvellous resemblance to the face he remembered so well, the dropped lilac spray were in themselves inconclusive, but the evidence of her name made the case clear and left but one verdict possible. chance, fate, providence, what you will, had brought them together again.
it would, i realize, add interest to a dull narrative to say that wade's heart beat suffocatingly with passionate longing, and that a wild desire to go to her possessed him. as a matter of fact his heart behaved itself quite normally and he showed no disposition to leave his chair. he was chiefly concerned with wondering whether she had recognized him, whether she even remembered him at all, and, if she did, what she thought of him for the idiotic way in which he had acted. oh, he had been sincere enough at the moment, but, looked at calmly with the austere eyes of twenty-eight, his behavior on that occasion had been something—well, fierce! he groaned at the thought of it and almost wished that fate had let things alone and spared him a second meeting. of course there had been extenuating circumstances. she had stepped suddenly into his vision out of the twilight, a veritable vision of love and romance, and his heart, a boy's heart, starved and hungry for those things, had taken fire on the instant. he had—well, he had lost his head, to put it charitably. and after a fashion he had lost his heart as well. for a week he had dreamed of her at night and thought of her by day, had wondered and longed and built air castles. doubtless, had he seen her again within the next year, the romance would have grown and flourished. but at the end of that first week they had found gold. the intoxication of success succeeded the intoxication of love, and in the busy months that followed the vision of evelyn walton's face visited him less and less frequently. at the end of a year she had become a pleasant memory, a memory that never failed to bring a half-sad, half-joyous little throb. that he had never actually forgotten her meant little, when you think how very tiny and unimportant a thing must be to utterly escape memory. he didn't want to forget her, for she represented the only sentimental episode that had come to him since school days. he had been much too busy to seek love affairs, and up in the mountains they don't lie in wait for one. therefore at twenty-eight wade herrick was heart-whole. he wondered with a smile how long he was destined to remain so unless that same meddling fate removed either him or evelyn walton from eden village.
zephania went through the hall singing, on her way upstairs to inaugurate her war of extermination against dirt. wade roused himself and lighted his pipe. after all, he had done nothing criminal and there were ninety-nine chances in a hundred that the girl wouldn't connect him for a moment with the astounding youth who had made violent love to her for an ecstatic five minutes on the top of saddle pass so many years ago. he got up and looked at himself in the old gold-framed mirror above the table.
"my boy," he muttered, "you're quite safe. you used to be fairly good looking then, if i do say it myself. but now look at you! you have day-laborer written all over you! your hair—i wonder when and why you ever began to part it away down near your left ear. but that's easily changed. your nose—well, you couldn't alter that much, and it's still fairly straight and respectable. but that scar on the cheek-bone doesn't help your looks a bit, my boy. still, you mustn't kick about that, i reckon, for if that slice of rock had come along an inch or so farther to the right you'd have been tuerto now. not that your eyes are anything to be stuck up about, though; they're neither brown nor green, nor any other recognized color; just a sort of mixture—like pedro's estofados. your mouth, now—you always had a homely sort of mouth, too big by far. and you were an idiot to shave off your mustache. you might let it grow again, now that you're where you could have it trimmed once in awhile, but i suppose it would take a month and look like a nail-brush in the meanwhile! and then there's your complexion, you poor ugly hombre. i remember when it was like anybody else's and there was pink in the cheeks. look at it now! it's like a saddle-flap. and your hands!"
he viewed them disdainfully. they were immaculately clean and the nails were well tended, but two years of pick and shovel had broadened them, and at the base of each finger a calloused spot still remained. on the left hand the tip of one finger was missing and another was bent and disfigured. they were honorable scars, these, like the one on his cheek, but he looked at them disgustedly and finally shoved them out of sight in his pockets.
"no, don't you worry about her recognizing you," he said to the reflection in the mirror. "even if she did she'd be ashamed to own it!"
wade, however, was over-critical. whatever might be said of the features individually, collectively they were distinctly pleasing. the impression one received was of a clean, straight-limbed, clear-eyed fellow, who, if he had worked with his hands, had won with his brain. he looked a little older than his twenty-eight years warranted, and a little taller than his scant five-feet-eleven proved. above all, he appeared healthful, alert, capable, and kindly. he made friends at sight with men, children, and dogs and wore his friendships as easily as he wore his clothes. the west puts an indefinable stamp on a man, and wade had it. when presently he donned a cloth cap, torn from the confused depths of his valise, and passed out of doors he walked like a man who was used to covering long distances afoot, and with a certain swing of his broad shoulders that suggested a jovial egotism. and as he made his way through the orchard and into the meadow beyond his mind was still busy with evelyn walton.
of course he would meet her sooner or later; he was bound to unless he pulled up stakes and hiked out at once. and he didn't want to do that. he was enjoying a totally new sensation, that of householder. and he liked eden village with its big elms and shaded roads, its wide meadows and encircling green hills. it was all new and delightful after the bare, primeval grandeur of the mountains. besides, and wade laughed softly to himself, when all was said and done, he really wanted to meet her. the prospect brought a flutter to his heart and a pleasant excitement to his mind. he would probably fall in love with her again, but there was no harm in that since he would be off before the disease could strike in very deep.
he had reached the stone wall dividing his property from the land beyond. at a little distance a brook bubbled along its sunken course. bushes, ferns, and here and there a small tree lined its banks, and wade could follow its journeying with his eyes for some distance. he vaulted the wall and crossed to the brook, examining it with the curiosity of a fisherman. it was rather disappointing. he didn't believe any self-respecting fish would deign to inhabit such meagre quarters. but it was a fascinating little stream for all of that, and it sang and purled and had such a jolly good time all to itself that unconsciously wade fell into step with it, so to speak, and kept it company through the meadow. swallows darted above him and sparrows took flight before him in mild alarm. once he disturbed a catbird on her nest and she flew circling about his head, scolding harshly.
what had he been thinking about a moment before? oh, yes, he had been considering the danger of overdoing the falling in love business. well, there was a proverb about its being better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. wade agreed with those sentiments. to go head over ears in love with some nice girl like—well, like evelyn walton—even if you got turned down was better than nothing. of course the girl mustn't know. it wasn't a part of his plan to worry her any. he was quite certain that if he was careful she needn't even guess his sentiments. perhaps—well, what if it was nonsense? a fellow could think nonsense if he wanted to, couldn't he, on a day like this? perhaps she might care for him enough to marry him! there wasn't any reason why he shouldn't marry. he had plenty of money and would have more; he could give the woman that married him about as much as the next man. she could have a house in new york if she wanted it! and servants and—and motors and—all the things a woman usually wants. of course he didn't want to be married for his money, but—well, he wondered whether it would help if he managed to convey the idea that he was pretty well off, that he owned more than a controlling interest in one of the richest gold mines in colorado. undoubtedly there were girls who would jump at the chance to marry the principal owner of a mine like the—
he stopped with a gasp.
great scott! she mustn't hear the name of that mine! at least, not unless things turned out as they never could turn out. he groaned. he would have to watch himself every minute when he was with her or he would be blurting it out!
he found himself confronted by a fence, beyond which a wooded hill sloped upward. should he return the way he had come, or—no, he could commit trespass on somebody's wheat field and so in all probability reach the highway. five minutes later he found himself on the road and started back towards the cottage. he rather hoped that miss walton would not be on her front porch as he went by. he wasn't quite ready yet to show himself. it was a good ten minutes' walk to the end of the common, but he was so busy with his thoughts that he paid little attention to time or distance. he only came to himself when he suddenly found the lilac hedge beside him and the gate hospitably open. he walked up the steps, dimly conscious that his cottage looked this morning far less disreputable than it had seemed yesterday, and tried the front door. he didn't remember whether he had locked it last night. but evidently he had not, for it swung open and he found himself staring blankly into a pair of very lovely and much surprised blue eyes.
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