ille potens sui
laetusque deget, cui licet in diem
dixisse, vixi: eras vel atra
nube polum pater occupato,
vel sole puro: non tamen irritum
quodcumque retro est, efficiet; neque
diffinget infectumque reddet,
quod fugiens semel hora vexit.
—hor. carm. iii. 29.
happy the man, and happy he alone,
he who can call to-day his own:
he who, secure within, can say,
to-morrow do thy worst, for i have lived to-day.
be storm, or calm, or rain, or shine,
the joys i have possessed in spite of fate are mine.
not heaven itself upon the past has power,
but what has been has been, and i have had my hour.
—dryden.
a large party was assembled at the grange. among them were some of the young ladies who were to form the chorus; one elderly spinster, miss ilex, who passed more than half her life in visits, and was everywhere welcome, being always good-humoured, agreeable in conversation, having much knowledge of society, good sense in matters of conduct, good taste and knowledge in music; sound judgment in dress, which alone sufficed to make her valuable to young ladies; a fair amount of reading, old and new; and on most subjects an opinion of her own, for which she had always something to say; mr. macborrowdale, an old friend of mr. gryll, a gentleman who comprised in himself all that scotland had ever been supposed to possess of mental, moral, and political philosophy; 'and yet he bore it not about'; not 'as being loth to wear it out,'{1} but because he held that there was a time for all things, and that dinner was the time for joviality, and not for argument; mr. minim, the amateur composer of the music for the comedy; mr. pallet, the amateur painter of the scenery; and last, not least, the newly-made acquaintance, lord curryfin.
1 we grant, although he had much wit,
h. was very shy of using it,
as being loth to wear it out;
and therefore bore it not about,
except on holidays or so,
as men their best apparel do.
hudibras.
lord curryfin was a man on the younger side of thirty, with a good person, handsome features, a powerful voice, and an agreeable delivery. he had a strong memory, much power of application, and a facility of learning rapidly whatever he turned his mind to. but with all this, he valued what he learned less for the pleasure which he derived from the acquisition, than from the effect which it enabled him to produce on others. he liked to shine in conversation, and there was scarcely a subject which could be mooted in any society, on which his multifarious attainments did not qualify him to say something. he was readily taken by novelty in doctrine, and followed a new lead with great pertinacity; and in this way he had been caught by the science of pantopragmatics, and firmly believed for a time that a scientific organisation for teaching everybody everything would cure all the evils of society. but being one of those 'over sharp wits whose edges are very soon turned,' he did not adhere to any opinion with sufficient earnestness to be on any occasion betrayed into intemperance in maintaining it. so far from this, if he found any unfortunate opinion in a hopeless minority of the company he happened to be in, he was often chivalrous enough to come to its aid, and see what could be said for it. when lecturing became a mania, he had taken to lecturing; and looking about for an unoccupied subject, he had lighted on the natural history of fish, in which he soon became sufficiently proficient to amuse the ladies, and astonish the fishermen in any seaside place of fashionable resort. here he always arranged his lecture-room, so that the gentility of his audience could sit on a platform, and the natives in a gallery above, and that thus the fishy and tarry odours which the latter were most likely to bring with them might ascend into the upper air, and not mingle with the more delicate fragrances that surrounded the select company below. he took a summer tour to several watering-places, and was thoroughly satisfied with his success. the fishermen at first did not take cordially to him; but their wives attended from curiosity, and brought their husbands with them on nights not favourable to fishing; and by degrees he won on their attention, and they took pleasure in hearing him, though they learned nothing from him that was of any use in their trade. but he seemed to exalt their art in the eyes of themselves and others, and he told them some pleasant anecdotes of strange fish, and of perilous adventures of some of their own craft, which led in due time to the crowding of his gallery. the ladies went, as they always will go, to lectures, where they fancy they learn something, whether they learn anything or not; and on these occasions, not merely to hear the lecturer, but to be seen by him. to them, however attractive the lecture might have been, the lecturer was more so. he was an irresistible temptation to matrons with marriageable daughters, and wherever he sojourned he was overwhelmed with invitations. it was a contest who should have him to dinner, and in the simplicity of his heart, he ascribed to admiration of his science and eloquence all the courtesies and compliments with which he was everywhere received. he did not like to receive unreturned favours, and never left a place in which he had accepted many invitations, without giving in return a ball and supper on a scale of great munificence; which filled up the measure of his popularity, and left on all his guests a very enduring impression of a desire to see him again.
so his time passed pleasantly, with a heart untouched by either love or care, till he fell in at a dinner party with the reverend doctor opimian. the doctor spoke of gryll grange and the aristophanic comedy which was to be produced at christmas, and lord curryfin, with his usual desire to have a finger in every pie, expressed an earnest wish to be introduced to the squire. this was no difficult matter. the doctor had quickly brought it about, and lord curryfin had gone over in the doctor's company to pass a few days at the grange. here, in a very short time, he had made himself completely at home; and had taken on himself the office of architect, to superintend the construction of the theatre, receiving with due deference instructions on the subject from the reverend doctor opimian.
sufficient progress had been made in the comedy for the painter and musician to begin work on their respective portions; and lord curryfin, whose heart was in his work, passed whole mornings in indefatigable attention to the progress of the building. it was near the house, and was to be approached by a covered way. it was a miniature of the athenian theatre, from which it differed in having a roof, but it resembled it in the arrangements of the stage and orchestra, and in the graduated series of semicircular seats for the audience.
when dinner was announced, mr. gryll took in miss ilex. miss gryll, of course, took the arm of lord curryfin. mr. falconer took in one of the young ladies, and placed her on the left hand of the host. the reverend dr. opimian took in another, and was consequently seated between her and miss ilex. mr. falconer was thus as far removed as possible from the young lady of the house, and was consequently, though he struggled as much as possible against it, frequently distrait, unconsciously and unwillingly observing miss gryll and lord curryfin, and making occasional observations very wide of the mark to the fair damsels on his right and left, who set him down in their minds for a very odd young man. the soup and fish were discussed in comparative silence; the entrées not much otherwise; but suddenly a jubilant expression from mr. macborrowdale hailed the disclosure of a large sirloin of beef which figured before mr. gryll.
mr. macborrowdale. you are a man of taste, mr. gryll. that is a handsomer ornament of a dinner-table than clusters of nosegays, and all sorts of uneatable decorations. i detest and abominate the idea of a siberian dinner, where you just look on fiddle-faddles, while your dinner is behind a screen, and you are served with rations like a pauper.
the rev. dr. opimian. i quite agree with mr. macborrowdale. i like to see my dinner. and herein i rejoice to have addison on my side; for i remember a paper, in which he objects to having roast beef placed on a sideboard. even in his day it had been displaced to make way for some incomprehensible french dishes, among which he could find nothing to eat.{1} i do not know what he would have said to its being placed altogether out of sight. still there is something to be said on the other side. there is hardly one gentleman in twenty who knows how to carve; and as to ladies, though they did know once on a time, they do not now. what can be more pitiable than the right-hand man of the lady of the house, awkward enough in himself, with the dish twisted round to him in the most awkward possible position, digging in unutterable mortification for a joint which he cannot find, and wishing the unanatomisable volaille behind a russian screen with the footmen?
1 i was now in great hunger and confusion, when i thought i
smelled the agreeable savour of roast beef; but could not
tell from which dish it arose, though i did not question but
it lay disguised in one of them. upon turning my head i saw
a noble sirloin on the side-table, smoking in the most
delicious manner. i had recourse to it more than once, and
could not see without some indignation that substantial
english dish banished in so ignominious a manner, to make
way for french kickshaws.—taller. no. 148.
mr. macborrowdale. i still like to see the volaille. it might be put on table with its joints divided.
mr. gryll. as that turkey-poult is, mr. macborrowdale; which gives my niece no trouble; but the precaution is not necessary with such a right-hand man as lord curryfin, who carves to perfection.
mr. macborrowdale. your arrangements are perfect. at the last of these siberian dinners at which i had the misfortune to be present, i had offered me, for two of my rations, the tail of a mullet and the drumstick of a fowl. men who carve behind screens ought to pass a competitive examination before a jury of gastronomers. men who carve at a table are drilled by degrees into something like tolerable operators by the mere shame of the public process.
mr. gryll. i will guarantee you against a siberian dinner, whenever you dine with me.
the rev. dr. opimian. mr. gryll is a true conservative in dining.
mr. gryll. a true conservative, i hope. not what a soi-disant conservative is practically: a man who sails under national colours, hauls them down, and hoists the enemy's, like old customs. i like a glass of wine with a friend. what say you, doctor? mr. macborrowdale will join us?
mr. macborrowdale. most willingly.
miss gryll. my uncle and the doctor have got as usual into a discussion, to the great amusement of the old lady who sits between them and says nothing.
lord curryfin, perhaps their discussion is too recondite for her.
miss gryll. no; they never talk before ladies of any subject in which ladies cannot join. and she has plenty to say for herself when she pleases. but when conversation pleases her, she likes to listen and be silent. it strikes me, by a few words that float this way, that they are discussing the art of dining. she ought to be a proficient in it, for she lives much in the world, and has met as many persons whom she is equally willing either to meet to-morrow, or never to meet again, as any regular dineur en ville. and indeed that is the price that must be paid for society. whatever difference of character may lie under the surface, the persons you meet in its circles are externally others yet the same: the same dress, the same manners, the same tastes and opinions, real or assumed. strongly defined characteristic differences are so few, and artificial general resemblances so many, that in every party you may always make out the same theatrical company. it is like the flowing of a river: it is always different water, but you do not see the difference.
lord curryfin. for my part i do not like these monotonous exteriors. i like visible character. your uncle and mr. macborrowdale are characters. then the reverend dr. opimian. he is not a man made to pattern. he is simple-minded, learned, tolerant, and the quintessence of bonhomie. the young gentleman who arrived to-day, the hermit of the folly, is evidently a character. i flatter myself, i am a character (laughing).
miss gryll (laughing). indeed you are, or rather many characters in one. i never knew a man of such infinite variety. you seem always to present yourself in the aspect in which those you are with would best wish to see you.
there was some ambiguity in the compliment; but lord curryfin took it as implying that his aspect in all its variety was agreeable to the young lady. he did not then dream of a rival in the hermit of the folly.
