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CHAPTER VII THE WEDDING

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grandma wentworth got her wedding but not just the kind of a wedding she had expected.

"though, when you stop to think of it, an elopement is about as proper a spring happening as i know of. it's due mostly to this weather. we had too much rain in april and nothing but sweet sunshine and mad moonlight ever since."

most green valley courtships and weddings are conducted in a more or less public and leisurely fashion and elopements are rare. green valley was at first inclined to be a little shocked and resentful about this performance. weddings do not happen every day and green valley was so accustomed to knowing weeks beforehand what the bride was going to wear, and how many of the two sets of relatives were to be there, and who was giving presents and what, and what the refreshments were going to cost, and just how much more this was than what the bride's mother could afford to spend, that there was a little murmur of astonishment, resentment even, when it was found that just a bare, bald marriage had been perpetrated in the old town. green valley did not resent the scandal of the occurrence. it was the absence of details that was so maddening. but gradually these began to trickle from doorstep to doorstep and by nightfall green valley was crowding out of its front gates with little wedding gifts under its arms.

it seems that little, meek, eighteen-year-old alice sears had eloped with twenty-one-year-old tommy winston. she explained her foolishness in a little letter which she left on the kitchen table for her mother. the letter ran something like this:

dear mother:—

it's no use waiting any longer for any of the good times or new dresses you said i'd have by and by. we never have any good times and i'm tired waiting for a real new hat. tommy's going to buy me one with bunches of violets on it and he don't drink, so it's alright and you don't need to worry. i'll live near and be handy and don't you let father swear too much at you because i did this.

your loving child,

alice.

when mrs. sears found the letter she read it six times, over and over till she knew it by heart. it wasn't the first such letter she had ever had. when johnny went off to alaska or somewhere away off, because his father took the twenty-five dollars that the nineteen-year-old boy had saved so prayerfully for a bicycle, johnny had left just such a letter. when jimmy went away he left a letter that sounded very much like it on the top of his mother's sewing machine.

it wasn't a bicycle with jimmy. it was chickens. jimmy was wild over chickens. he was a great favorite with frank burton. he helped frank about the coops and was so handy that frank paid him regular wages and gave him several settings of eggs. and in no time the boy had a thriving little chicken business that might have grown into bigger things. but sears sold the whole thing out one day when he wanted money worse than usual. and jimmy, white to the very roots of his reddish-brown hair, cursed his father and left home. he wandered about, the lord knows where, but eventually joined the army. he wrote home once to tell his mother what he had done and to say that he intended to save all his pay for the three years and start a chicken farm with it somewhere.

and now gentle, little, eighteen-year-old alice was gone too.

mrs. sears sat down and cried in that patient, helpless, miserable way of hers. she didn't know just what she was crying for, herself or the children. life was a hopeless, unmanageable tangle that seemed to give her nothing and take her all. so mrs. sears sat and cried. it was a habit she had.

fanny foster came along just then. she had run over to see if she couldn't borrow a cake of yeast. she was going to town in an hour, she said, but she wanted to set her bread before she went and she'd bring yeast back with her and—

"why, for pity's sake alive, mrs. sears, what's the matter?"

that was just fanny's luck or perhaps her misfortune, her happening on events first-hand that way. she read the letter of course, sympathized with mrs. sears, patted her check and told her not to worry, that everything would be all right and to set right still, that she'd be right back to do the dishes and stay with her.

and fanny hurried to town, talking all the way. she came back in record time but by the time she had her hands in mrs. sears' dishpan green valley was already buzzing with astonishment. some were shaking their heads in utter unbelief, some were smiling and one or two who had slept badly were saying something like this:

"well, did you ever! and you never can tell. those meek, quiet little things are usually deep. and the dear lord only knows what the true state of things is. and poor mrs. sears! of course, she's done her best, but isn't it too bad to have a batch of children turn out so kind of disappointing and her so meek and patient and hard-working!"

in three hours the news had gotten out to the out-lying homes and sears, the little bride's father, heard it as he was nailing siding on one of the two new bungalows that were being built in that part of green valley.

when sears heard the rumor he put down his hammer and quit work. he was a man who made a practice of quitting work at the least provocation. he said what a man needed most was self-respect and he, will sears, would have it at any cost. he had it. in fact, he was so respectful and thoughtful of himself that he never had time to respect the rights of any one else.

green valley saw him going home and because green valley knew him well and respected him not at all it took no pains to hush its chatter, and so he heard a good deal that it may have done him good to hear. at any rate, it sort of prepared him for what came later.

he stamped into the house and wanted to know why in this and that he hadn't been told about all this before he went to work, and what in this and that she meant by such doings and goings on.

and mrs. sears, whose greatest daily trial was getting her husband off to work on such mornings as he felt so inclined, said tearfully:

"why, father, you know that when i'm getting you off of a morning i wouldn't see a twenty-dollar gold piece if it was right before my eyes on the table. i never found the piece of paper with alice's letter on it till you'd gone and i'd set down for a cup of coffee."

for thirty years milly sears had called her husband "father" and now that he had fathered all his children away from home she still called him "father." poor mrs. sears had no sense of humor.

after her pitiful little explanation mrs. sears sank down into her rocker and went back to weeping. it was her way of taking life's sudden turns.

sears tore through the house and every once in a while he'd walk back to the kitchen and swear. sears was not in any way a likeable man. though so self-respecting, he had all his life been careless about his language and his breath. that was probably the reason why his children never got the habit of running out to meet him or bringing their thorns and splinters for him to pull out with his jackknife. he was a man who never stopped in the front yard to see how the clover was coming up, who never hoed around his currant bushes or ever found time to prune his fruit trees. he was in short a mean, selfish man who was yet decent enough to know himself for what he was but not decent enough to admit it and mend his ways. it may be that he did not know how to go about this.

at any rate, here he was, pacing back and forth in his still, empty house, swearing and threatening all manner of terrible things. that was his way of showing his helplessness.

and all about this helpless, incompetent father and patiently sobbing mother the green valley world buzzed and the prettiest kind of a may day smiled. all their life was a muddle with this dreary ending but the world outside was as young, as bright, as promising as ever. something of this must have come to these two for mrs. sears' sobs quieted and out in the front room sears sank into a chair and grew still.

and then it was that fanny poster, who had been flitting about like a very spirit of help and curiosity, flitted down the road to grandma wentworth's. for fanny felt that somebody had to do something and fanny knew that nobody could do it so efficiently as the strong, sweet, gray-eyed grandma wentworth who, for all her sweetness, could yet rebuke most sternly and fearlessly even while she helped and advised wisely.

green valley had its generous share of philosophers and helpful spirits but grandma wentworth towered above them all. and every soul in the village, when in trouble, turned to her as naturally as flowers turn their faces to the sun.

her little vine-clad cottage sat just beyond the curve where the three roads met at old roads corners. her back garden was full of the choicest vegetables and sweetest-smelling herbs and there was a heavenly array of flowers all about the front windows. the neighbors said that grandma wentworth's house and garden looked just like her and ministers usually sent their spiritually hopeless cases to her because she dared and knew how to say the soul-necessary things that no bread-and-butter-cautious minister can find the courage to say.

the path to grandma's house was worn smooth by the feet of the many who came for advice, encouragement and for sheer love of the woman who lived in that little garden.

and so fanny went flying to grandma now, perfectly, childishly confident that grandma would and could fix up everything. she began to talk as soon as she opened the door. but what she saw in grandma's kitchen sent the words tumbling down her throat.

for there sat little alice, eating a late breakfast with grandma. she looked a little scared around the eyes but smiley round the mouth and there was a gold ring on her left hand.

when grandma caught sight of fanny she smiled.

"come right in, fanny. i've been expecting you. but first let me make you acquainted with mrs. tommy winston. that rascal of a boy run away with her last night as far as spring road, where judge edwards married them. and then tommy brought her here to me to spend the night while he went and rented that funny little box of a house just back of that stylish mrs. brownlee. and that's where the wedding supper's going to be to-night. of course you're invited. i'm going right now to see milly sears about what we must cook up and bake. i was going over to get you too to help out. the little house'll need overhauling but i know i can depend on you, fanny. do your very best and there'll be—"

but by this time fanny found her voice and began to tell about how sears was going on. but grandma only smiled and said, "yes, of course, i know. but don't worry about that. i'll attend to will sears. you two just skip along now to the house and start the wedding."

grandma walked over to the sears cottage without any show of worry or hurry. but she wasn't smiling. those gray eyes of hers were sparkling with something very different. and when will sears saw her coming in the gate he was both relieved and uncomfortably uneasy.

she came right in and just looked at that desolate couple for a few seconds. then:

"will sears," she asked briefly, "what are you aiming to do about this?"

sears, who couldn't do anything, didn't know how to do anything about it but swear, said pompously:

"what any decent, respectable, hard-working man would do,—bring back the girl and horsewhip that whippersnapper."

then grandma, who knew just how much this sort of bluster was worth, let herself go.

"will sears, if you honestly have an idea that you are a decent, respectable, hard-working man, hold on to it for the love of heaven, for you're the only human in this town that has any such notion."

"i work," sears began defiantly.

"oh, yes, will, you work in a sort of a way; though i can remember the time when green valley folks thought you were going to be a big contractor. you promised well but somehow you never worked hard enough. you work at things now to keep your own miserable self alive, i guess, because when you get through using your week's wages there's hardly enough left to keep bare life and decency in your family."

"i'm not a drunkard," sears muttered, "and you know it."

"no, you're not a drunkard, will sears, more's the pity. when it comes to choosing between a man who gets openly drunk and staggers down main street in drunken penitence to his wife and children and the man who drinks just enough to be a surly, selfish brute and yet look half-way respectable on the outside, why, give me the drunk every time.

"you don't get drunk, only just full enough to have your family afraid and ashamed of you. you have made life a hateful, shameful, miserable existence for your wife and children. you've robbed them of every right and what pitiful little possessions, hopes and plans they'd been able to find for themselves. that's why john's in alaska, jimmy in the army and alice an eighteen-year-old wife. a precious father you've been to make your children choose the bitter snows, the jungle and a doubtful future with a stranger to life with you, their father."

"i've fed my children and clothed them," again muttered sears.

"yes, will, you have. but—man, man—it takes more than just blood, three begrudged meals a day and a skimpy calico dress to prove real fatherhood. but i'm not blaming you any more than i'm blaming this wife of yours.

"for thirty years, milly sears, you've been so busy trying to be a doormat saint that you had no time to be a strong, useful mother. when you married will he was no worse than the average fellow. he had faults aplenty but he had goodnesses too, and hopes and dreams. and you, you milly, let all the hopes and dreams die and the faults grow and multiply. just by letting will backslide, forget and grow careless.

"somebody told you that patience was a pretty ornament. it is if it's the genuine article and properly used. but letting a man spend his wages hoggishly on himself and robbing his children and driving them from their lawful home and cheating you out of every right and even your self-respect is nothing to be patient about. as for tears, they have their uses, but they never mended wrongs that i know of. it's fool, weeping, patient women that make selfish, mean men. it's plain, honest, righteous anger that brings about the reforms in this world.

"if the first time that will got ugly drunk or swearing cross about nothing you had stood up for yourself and the children and reminded him sharply of the decencies instead of crying softly and praying for patience, you wouldn't be sitting here, the two of you, in an empty house with your children god knows where.

"i've known you since before you were married and i'm sorry for you because i know—"

then it was that grandma wentworth began to talk as only she knew how. she forgot nothing. she recalled to that man and woman all the beauty and the wonder of the beginning; the new furniture, the summer moonlight when their home was young and they were waiting for their first baby; his coming; his blue eyes and jimmy's brown ones and little alice's gentle ways. all the past sweetness that had been theirs and was not wholly forgotten she brought back, and in the end when they sobbed aloud she cried a bit with them, for they were of her generation. and then she rose to go.

"well, now that i've had my say i'll tell you that i really came to invite you to your daughter's wedding supper to-night. tommy winston's married your alice sure enough, but he's a good boy even if he is motherless and fatherless and has sort of shifted for himself in odd ways. he brought alice to me last night all properly married and she's been with me ever since, so everything is all right and respectable, for which you may thank the dear lord on bended knees. tommy's been and rented the little bently place over on the hill and is getting it into shape with a few pieces of furniture. it's such a doll house it won't take much to furnish it. i've found half a dozen things up attic and, milly, if you look around, you'll find plenty here to help start the little new home in fair shape. thank heavens, life in green valley is still simple enough so's people can every now and then marry for love and not much of anything else. though tommy's got a little besides his horse and wagon. he's already bought alice a new hat and fixings and he's going down to tony's hardware store this afternoon to order up a good cook stove. so you see—"

but at this point sears woke up and hoarsely, defiantly and a little tremulously announced:

"he'll do no such thing. i'm going down right now to buy that there cook stove."

so that was settled and a new home peaceably, respectably started as every home should be. and it would have been hard to say who was the busiest and happiest of all the people who helped make a wedding that day.

by three o'clock, however, everything was about done and there were only the final touches to be put on. grandma engineered everything over the telephone and green valley responded whole-heartedly, as it always did to all her work.

fanny foster had found time to run down to jessup's and buy the bride a first-class tablecloth and some towels. fanny was always buying the most appropriate, tasty and serviceable things for other people and the most outlandish, cheap and second-hand stuff for herself. the tablecloth was extravagantly good, as grandma sternly told her.

but, "la—what of it! i was saving the money to buy myself a silk petticoat," fanny defended herself. "i wanted to know just once before i died what and how it felt like to rustle up the church aisle instead of slinking down it on a sunday morning. but i just think a silk petticoat isn't worth thinking about when a thing like this happens."

so grandma smiled and as she laid out her best black silk she made a mental note of the fact that fanny foster was to have, sometime or other, a silk petticoat, made up to her for this day's work and self-sacrifice. for grandma was one of those rare practical people who yet believed in respecting the foolish dreams of impractical humans.

so it came about that everybody who could walk was at tommy's and alice's wedding. the bride wore a beautifully simple dress that came from paris in nan's trunk. and there were roses in her hair and tommy hardly knew her, and her father and mother certainly did not, so dazed were they.

the little doll house was already a home, with all of green valley trooping in to leave little gifts and stopping long enough to shake tommy's hand and wish him luck and health and maybe twins.

indeed, alice sears' elopement and wedding became a part of green valley history, so great an event was it, what with the suddenness of it and the whole town being asked and nan ainslee coming home so providentially, and cynthia's son making a speech.

the crowd was so great and so merry that the little brownlee girl, having tucked her fretful mother up in bed, stole out to the garden fence and watched the doings with all a child's wistful eyes. david allan, who happened to drift out that way, found her there and they visited over the fence. it took david quite a while to tell her what it all meant, for she was of course a stranger to green valley and green valley ways.

grandma watched her town folk a little mistily that night and expressed her opinion a little tremulously to roger allan.

"roger, did you ever see a town so chockful of people that you have to laugh over one minute and cry over the next?"

nan's father, walking home with her through the quiet streets, stopped to light a cigar. when it was burning properly he remarked innocently to his daughter:

"i don't know when i've met so unusually good-looking and likeable a fellow as this minister chap, knight."

nan looked at her father with cold and suspicious eyes and her voice when she answered was scornful.

"you thought, mr. ainslee, that you met the handsomest and most likeable chap on earth in yokohama—if you remember," she reminded him icily.

"yes, of course—i remember. but i have come to believe that i was somewhat mistaken in that boy in yokohama. he lacked something that this chap has—an elusive quality that is hard to put a name to but which is one of the big essentials that makes for success."

"ministers," drawled nanny wickedly, "have never been noticeably successful in green valley."

"no," admitted her father, "they haven't. and of course it's too bad the boy's a minister. he's badly handicapped, naturally. still, i never remember when i'm with him that he is a parson. it may be that women feel the same way. and you noticed that he had the good sense not to wear a frock coat to this informal little wedding. i can't recall that he has ever worn a frock coat since he's been here. i think you'd like ministers, nanny, if they weren't so given to wearing frock coats. in fact, i'm willing to bet that you are going to like this wonderful boy from india immensely."

nanny stood still and faced her father.

"i loathe ministers—in any kind of a coat," she explained firmly. "and i'll bet no bets with you. such offers are unseemly in a man of your years and already apparent grayness. they are, moreover, detrimental to my morals. i should think you'd be ashamed,—and also mindful of your former losses and mistaken prophecies."

"oh," her father assured her, "i admit my losses and mistakes. but i have by no means lost hope or faith. you never can tell. i'm bound to guess right some day. and i'm rather partial to this minister chap. it would be so natural and fitting a punishment for an irreverent young woman. for nanny," the father added with teasing gentleness, "sweet as you are and lovable, a little reverence and religion wouldn't hurt you."

"i've always heard it said," demurely recollected nanny, "that girls generally take after the father."

"that may be," agreed this particular father. "in that case i should think you'd be willing to marry a little religion into the family for my sake, if not your own."

nanny's patience was beginning to feel the strain.

"mr. ainslee," she warned him sternly, "if this was snowball time instead of springtime in green valley, i'd snowball you black and blue."

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