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CHAPTER VIII A BUDDING ACTRESS

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during those golden autumn months, the spirit of chivalry had been manifesting itself in other parts of forest glen beside the schoolroom. that in which the grown-up part of the community shared centered round sandy mclachlan's little clearing.

the lawyers had made a bad mess of poor sandy's affairs, the country declared. he had virtually lost his farm, as far as the law went, and all because of some technicality regarding the lack of a fence on all sides, one which the rural mind considered highly absurd. and not only that, but the place had been sold to jake martin, who had given sandy notice to leave early in october.

but the old man was hard to move. sure of his rights, and convinced of the injustice of all legal proceedings, he clung tenaciously to his little property. it was not a place anyone need grieve over losing, an observer might say—a few acres of stumpy, cleared land, an indefinite piece of forest, and an old log cabin. but it was sandy's home—the only one he had known since he left his father's fisher-hut on the wind-swept shore of islay. and every stone and tree on the rough little place, and the very birds that sang in the evening from the dark circle of forest were very dear to the old man's heart. from the doorway he could see down the leafy lane to the church and beyond it into the grassy graveyard with its leaning headstones. there was one there, an old moss-grown, wooden slab, once painted white. it marked two graves, those of sandy's wife and his daughter, their only child, who had been eppie's mother.

yes, it was hard to think of leaving it all, and he was fiercely determined to stay.

his friends did their best to help him. mr. coulson took the liberty of writing to mrs. jarvis, the owner of the property, begging her to notice sandy's claim. but there came no answer, and mr. huntley, the lawyer, laughed at him, saying by the time he had done business with that lady as long as he had he'd know better. mr. macallister offered sandy work in the mill, with pay commuted the long way. noah clegg invited both him and eppie to share his home until such time as he could look about him for a new place. for, though the two sunday-school superintendents were wont to sit up all night arguing fiercely on points of doctrine, in the day of affliction all differences were forgotten. jake martin even loudly declared himself powerful sorry, but then business was business, and he supposed there would always be shiftless folk like sandy in the world who could never get on.

wully johnstone came next. he strolled over through the woods one afternoon and casually remarked that that old house of his by the spring was just fair totterin' for lack of care, and he wished to peace some obleegin' body would move intil it an' save him all the worry.

but sandy would accept no man's hospitality, however delicately offered. he was proud, even for a highlander, and not noah clegg himself, who was his closest friend, might extend to him charity.

besides, as time went on, it would appear that he stood in little need of it. when the jarvis property had been put up for sale, mr. martin had looked with a longing eye upon the teeter farm, where the dale stood. but tom's claim had been safely established, and great was his wrath when he heard of his neighbor's machinations. oro's orator was a fighter in other beside forensic fields. he had a true irish resentment against the law, and understood that somehow jake martin, in league with the lawyers, had outraged justice; therefore, he, mr. teeter, would ignore the lawyers and settle jake, see if he wouldn't. mr. martin had voted tory at the last election anyhow, and was badly in need of being settled.

so there broke out a war in forest glen which raged all autumn. when jake martin finally appeared at sandy's door to formally assert his ownership, mr. teeter met him. he carried an ancient piece of firearms that had not been loaded since the day, some thirty years before, when the last bruin of forest glen had come ambling up out of wully johnstone's swamp.

mr. martin, not knowing how harmful the weapon might be, but being only too well aware that the man behind the gun was always to be feared, retired precipitately, and the whole countryside laughed long and loud over the victory.

he returned to the farm many times, but tom seemed always to be on hand. finally mr. martin declared, after they had come to blows the second time, that he would have the law. mr. teeter joyfully invited him to have all he could get of it; but the enemy hesitated. he knew his case was not looked upon with favor by his neighbors, and he dreaded to fly in the face of public opinion. for a lawsuit, as everyone in the countryside knew, was held as a disgrace, no matter how righteous one's case might be. and besides, the lawyers were apt to take so much money that a thrifty man like jake naturally hesitated before approaching them.

so all autumn he went on making ineffectual efforts to remove the obstructions from his property, and times were very lively indeed; so lively that auntie jinit mckerracher, who led public opinion, declared it was clean scand'lus to have such goin's on in a christian land; and granny teeter wrung her hands and said "wirra wurra" many times a day over the orator's waywardness.

at last, to save his reputation, mr. martin compromised. he would graciously allow sandy to remain on his lawful property, he announced, till springtime. but, just as soon as the snow was gone, tom teeter had better watch out. for it was a penitentiary job he'd been at, and if there was any law in canada, mr. martin was going to have the benefit of it.

so the countryside settled down for the winter, and as christmas approached the martin-teeter conflict ceased to occupy the public mind. even in the schoolroom it was soon forgotten, and this was a great relief to elizabeth. for, of course, eppie's trouble could not but directly affect her. elizabeth and rosie had both stood loyally by eppie, declaring it was a dreadful shame the way jake martin and the lawyers acted. but this loyalty entailed an estrangement from poor, hard-working susie; and elizabeth's tender heart was torn between her two friends. she realized that susie was right in taking her father's side. for, of course, one must stand by a father, no matter how bad he was, she argued. elizabeth's position was a difficult one, and she was vastly relieved when the matter was dropped, and she and rosie, with eppie and susie as their opponents, played puzzle during school hours and tag during recess, as of yore.

but all outside affairs of whatever moment would soon have been forgotten in any case. every other interest was speedily swallowed up in the excitement over the christmas concert forest glen was to have at the closing of school.

it was jean gordon and wully johnstone's bella who imported this newest fad, bringing it all the way from cheemaun high school. they generally kept forest glen posted as to what was the latest school fashion; and about the beginning of winter it appeared that concerts in which one took part were necessary to one's intellectual existence. forest glen at once decided it must have one, and lottie price, seeing a chance to distinguish herself as a reciter, once more took at the flood the tide that would sweep her on to glory, and boldly proffered a request for public closing exercises.

miss hillary graciously consented. indeed, miss hillary was in a gracious mood almost all the time now. for, since sleighing had come, a smart, red cutter, the successor of the top-buggy, came out from cheemaun with such regularity and frequency that the schoolroom was a place of peace and idleness.

as soon as preparations for the concert were set on foot, elizabeth and rosie became completely absorbed in them. the former became so busy she had scarcely time to draw pictures. they were both in a dialogue, and rosie was to sing a solo besides. so how could one find time to worry over vulgar fractions?

the dale contingent were all honored by being each given a special part in the performance. archie, of course, was too young to participate; but mary was to sing "little drops of water, little grains of sand," in company with wully johnstone's betty. john was to give a reading, and charles stuart and teenie johnstone were in elizabeth's dialogue.

the martins alone were not amongst the artists, and elizabeth's heart ached for susie. as soon as the dismissal bell rang, and everyone else ran to his or her allotted corner to be "trained," the poor martins sadly made their way to the pegs where hung coats and dinner-pails, and hurried away home to work. no wonder they did not succeed at school. mr. coulson had always said the no-play rule of jake martin was making dullards of his children, just when he was over-anxious that they should be made very sharp and so be great money-makers.

there had been christmas concerts in forest glen before, but never one like this. other times one had to get up one's own programme, but now the teacher drilled and trained the performers until they became overwhelmed with the thought of their own importance. besides, several young ladies of the place, martha ellen robertson amongst them, came down to the school every afternoon and helped, and elizabeth found an especial joy in being "trained" by her sunday-school teacher and noting her daily change of finery.

sometimes, as the date of the concert approached, groups would meet in the evenings for practice, and one night the half-dozen who were in elizabeth's dialogue assembled at the dale.

miss gordon would never have consented to such an irregularity as late hours for her family, but that the occasion served to heal a slight breach between them and the wully johnstones.

since the first snowfall, her neighbors had been driving their two high school pupils into cheemaun, and, of course, had taken malcolm and jean with them. the wully johnstones had not heretofore shown any leanings towards education, but, since miss gordon had set the pace by sending her nephew and niece to the high school, learning became highly fashionable about the dale. wully johnstone declared his boys and girls were as smart as any gordons living and they would show the truth of the same.

such sturdy young canadians as these high school pupils were, thought little of a few miles' walk morning and evening. but the girls were developing into lengthening skirts, and miss gordon thankfully accepted the ride through the deep snow for jean. nevertheless, she was troubled over receiving constant favors from even such good neighbors as the johnstones, for she had not yet learned that in the scottish-canadian countryside a horse and vehicle on the highway is practically common property.

so one evening, when miss gordon took tea at mrs. johnstone's, she had politely hinted that she and her brother would like to offer some remuneration for the kindness shown the children. mrs. johnstone's hospitable feelings were very badly hurt indeed, but she said nothing, being a peaceable body. but her sister-in-law, mrs. janet mckerracher, known all over the neighborhood as "auntie jinit," was the real head of the johnstone household. and, being a lady of no little spirit, she declared, when miss gordon had gone, that the mistress of the dale was an uppish bit buddie, and it was jist fair scand'lus to treat a neebor yon fashion.

miss gordon was very much grieved when she discovered her lack of tact, and, seeing a chance to make amends, she relaxed her rigid laws for one evening and permitted the gathering at the dale. and a few evenings earlier she sent malcolm with a graciously worded note, asking mr. and mrs. johnstone and mrs. mckerracher to accompany the young people.

the invitation was as graciously accepted. the elder folk came and sat around the fire and watched the young folk fill the house with noise and merriment, and the breach was healed. the macallisters were there; and miss hillary and all those from forest glen who were taking part were driven up in the robertsons' sleigh.

it was like a magic evening out of a fairy tale to elizabeth. there was a roaring fire in both the parlor and dining-room; all doors between the rooms were opened, giving a spacious effect, and every lamp and candle in the place was alight. the big, bare house seemed like some great festive palace to elizabeth, and, as she sat on the stairs watching their guests file in, she felt sure she could realize exactly how lady evelina felt when she stood in her father's banqueting hall and received a glittering array of lords and dukes and earls. but surely no lady evelina of song or story ever experienced the rapture felt by elizabeth when rosie came dancing up the steps.

to miss gordon the evening proved highly satisfactory. the atmosphere of festivity made her feel young again, and the reconciliation with the johnstones, common folk though they undoubtedly were, was very grateful to her warm heart, and above all she was vouchsafed a surprising revelation. elizabeth proved to be the vision revealed. there was hope that elizabeth was not stupid after all.

the dialogue in which she figured was one martha ellen robertson had chosen from the "complete temperance reciter," and was intended to inculcate a lesson of a highly moral character, namely, the folly of marrying a drunkard. martha ellen had indulgently chosen her pet pupil as heroine. elizabeth was a haughty belle who persisted in the face of all opposition in marrying charles stuart, who staggered through the whole three acts with a big, green catsup bottle in each pocket. rosie carrick and teenie johnstone did their best to dissuade the mistaken one from her strange infatuation, even setting the good example of choosing willie carrick and johnny johnstone, exemplary young men, as their sweethearts, but all in vain. the haughty belle would listen to no one, and at the end of act three, now a weeping drudge, she trailed off the stage, with the maudlin owner of the catsup bottles staggering ahead. then rosie and teenie, holding the hands of their two virtuous youths, recited in unison a little verse bearing upon the unwisdom of being a haughty belle and marrying the victim of a catsup bottle.

though the little scene was well-meant, and held within its simple story a deep truth, the incongruities of it, chiefly those contributed by the childish actors, might have made the dialogue extremely laughable had it not been for the acting of the leading lady. elizabeth proved a star from the moment she set foot upon the stage. she was radiantly happy there. all unconsciously she had found a method of complete self-expression that was not forbidden, and the joy and relief of it lifted her to brilliant success. she was playing at something in a legitimate fashion at last; pretending, when it was the right and proper thing to pretend, with one's father and aunt and teacher looking on with approval. it was next best thing to being joan of arc. from the day of her power, when she haughtily turned away the virtuous william and the exemplary john, who severally came seeking her hand, to that of her humiliation, when she knelt before charles stuart and besought him with tears to give up catsup bottles, her whole course was one of complete triumph. teenie johnstone forgot her lines three times in watching her, and charles stuart said he wished she wouldn't go at it quite so hard, she made him feel queer all over. and at the end of one stormy scene, rosie ran to her and said: "oh, lizzie, it was awful! i thought you must be really, truly crying!" and elizabeth did not confess that she had been really and truly crying, and was now rather ashamed and quite amazed at herself.

mrs. wully johnstone was quite overcome, and auntie jinit declared it jist garred her greet to look at the bairn, she did it jist too well. and miss hillary turned to miss gordon and said, "she will make a great actress some day, perhaps," and miss gordon held up her shapely hands in horror and answered: "an actress! i'd rather see her in her grave."

elizabeth noticed that mother macallister was the only one who did not praise her; she who was always so ready with commendation whenever it could be truthfully expressed. so she slipped up to her and whispered, "do you like it?" and mother macallister looked rather wistfully at the crimson cheeks and shining eyes. she stroked the little girl's hair gently. "it would be a very pretty little piece, hinny," she said softly. "but you must not be letting yourself get too much excited over it, little lizzie. it'll make you forget your sums."

but otherwise elizabeth's triumph was complete. she noticed her aunt's approving looks, and overheard her saying to martha ellen robertson that the child really had talent.

but such a condition of affairs could not last long with elizabeth. an atmosphere of approval was not for her to dwell in long. her downfall came speedily.

when the practice was over, they all sat around the room and miss gordon bade sarah emily and the two older girls pass the grape cordial and the johnny-cake, which were all in readiness. it was at this moment that miss hillary turned to mr. gordon.

"you must be chairman at the concert," she said engagingly. "it will be so fitting, as you are secretary-treasurer."

mr. gordon, who had been sitting at a table with mr. macallister, intent on reducing the long way, looked up, ran his fingers through his long hair, and laughed.

"what, what?" he said. "me for chairman! never, never. i'd forget what night it was on. thank you very much for the honor, miss hillary, but you can do better than that. here's mr. johnstone, now, he's just the man."

mr. johnstone spat at great length into the stove damper, to cover his embarrassment.

"hut tut, sic like havers!" was all he said, and motioned with his thumb over his shoulder towards his next-door neighbor.

mr. macallister, just emerged from the depths of the long way, looked at her in a dazed fashion.

"for peety's sake," he said, "can ye no dae better than ask all the auld buddies in the countryside; an' the place jist swarmin' wi' young callants. there's tom teeter, now, he'd jump at the chance, only ye'd hae to gag him atween pieces."

"it's too great a risk to run," laughed miss hillary. she knit her pretty brows in perplexity. "perhaps mr. clegg will take pity on me."

"there's yon gay chiel that comes oot frae toon," resumed mr. macallister slyly. "mebby ye'd hae mair influence ower him."

the young schoolmistress blushed and tried not to smile; sarah emily ducked her head into her apron and giggled, and a titter went round the room. and then elizabeth, quite unconscious of any joke, spoke up eagerly.

"oh, miss hillary, won't you ask that lovely gentleman that comes to see you to bring mr. coulson out and let him be chairman!"

miss hillary blushed harder than ever and laughed; so did annie gordon and martha ellen robertson. mr. macallister laughed, too, and slapped his knee, and said yon was a fine idea, and all the younger folk exclaimed in delight. and so it was promptly settled there and then, and elizabeth understood when annie passed her the johnny-cake again.

but she did not understand why she was sternly ordered to bed by her aunt just the moment the company was gone; and wondered drearily why it was that this one day of triumph should end in tears.

the next morning she found matters no better, for the day had scarcely begun before aunt margaret singled her out to be talked to solemnly on the sin of being bold and forward, and speaking up when older people were present. elizabeth partially brought the rebuke upon herself. remembering only the joys of the night before, she arose early and in the exuberance of her spirits pulled mary out of bed and tickled her until she was seized with a fit of coughing; and mary's cough was a serious affair. next she visited the boys' room and started a pillow-fight with john.

the noise brought miss gordon from her room. it was a chill winter morning, and the lady's temper was not any too sweet. elizabeth fled to her room and began dressing madly. her aunt slowly entered, seated herself on the little bench by the window, and, while her niece dressed and combed her hair, she gave her a long and aggrieved dissertation upon genteel conduct for little girls.

"and now," she concluded, as elizabeth gave way to tears and showed signs of collapsing upon the bed, "i want you to learn two extra verses of your psalm before you come down to breakfast. and i do hope and trust it may lead you to be a better girl." she arose with a sigh, which said her hopes were but feeble and, bidding mary follow her, descended the stairs.

when they were gone, elizabeth got out her bible, and sat by the frosty window, looking out drearily at the red morning sunshine. she wished with all her might that she had never been born. likely she would die of grief soon anyway, she reflected, and never act in the dialogue after all. yes, she would get sick and go to bed and be in a raging fever. and, just like the little girl in her latest sunday-school book, who had been so badly used, she would cry out in her ravings that aunt margaret was killing her because she wasn't genteel.

somewhat solaced by these gloomy reflections, she took the hairpin annie had loaned her to pin up a lock of her heavy hair, and began tracing out pictures on the window-pane. there was already a magic tapestry there, woven by the frost-fairies; ferns, and sea-weed and tropical flowers of fantastic shapes, and wonderful palm branches all exquisitely intertwined. to these elizabeth added the product of her imagination. lords and ladies rode through the sea-weed, and joan of arc stood surrounded by palms. she had almost forgotten her woes in their icy beauty, and had quite forgotten the task her aunt had set, when annie came flitting into the room. annie's step was lighter than ever and her eyes were radiant. "come down to breakfast, lizzie," she whispered. "we're nearly through, and i've saved some toast for you. aunt said if you said the verses before school-time it would do."

elizabeth sprang up joyously, and hand-in-hand the two ran downstairs.

"annie," said her little sister, gazing up at the glowing countenance, "you make me think of a girl in a story book. you look like lady evelina."

annie laughed. "why?" she asked.

"oh, i don't know. but i guess it's because your eyes are so shiny. it says in that story in the chronicle that lady evelina's lover rode past, and she looked out of her something or other, casement, i think, but i guess it was just a window, and it says her face flushed like a wild rose and her eyes shined like twin stars. say, what are twin stars, annie?"

"oh, lizzie," whispered her sister, her face flushing deeper than a wild rose, "for pity's sake don't let aunt hear you saying things like that. you know she doesn't like you to read that continued story." with which wise counsel, and an appreciative pat of her little sister's arm, annie led the way to breakfast.

the night before the concert elizabeth and mary could scarcely go to sleep. there was another source of insomnia beside the prospect ahead. they had both cajoled annie into putting their hair up in curl papers, because all the girls, even to becky davis, were going to do something new and wonderful with their hair. so the two victims of fashion slept in half-wakeful discomfort, until elizabeth's heavy locks overcame their bounds and gave her relief and rest. but there was great disappointment in the morning, for while mary's short, flaxen hair stood out round her head in a very halo of frizzly curls, elizabeth's hung heavy, straight, and limp, and had to be braided in the usual old fashion.

however, she was never prone to think much of her personal appearance, and merely gave a sigh as mary stood before the glass looking quite like a fairy.

"my, but your hair is so nice," said elizabeth.

"well," said mary, as with a smile of satisfaction she surveyed what was visible of her small self in the little mirror on the wall, "i suppose i do look awful grand. but i must try and not think about it," she added piously; "aunt says so."

since the night the practice had been held at the dale, miss gordon, strange to say, had displayed a growing disinclination to attend the concert. and when the evening finally came she decided to remain at home. it was only for children, after all, she remarked at the tea-table, and she and annie would just stay at home together by the fire; adding that she didn't suppose even malcolm and jean would care to go to anything so childish. but even the quiet malcolm protested mildly, and his sister did the same vigorously. such an expedition as going from home after dark was too rare to be missed. "why, aunt margaret!" she cried, for miss jean was an independent young lady, by virtue of being the cleverest of the family. "why, aunt margaret, i never dreamed we'd have to stay home, and i'd just love to go—and annie wants to go, too; don't you, ann?"

one glance at annie's despairing face was enough to convince anyone that to miss the concert would be a more bitter disappointment than it would be even to elizabeth, who was fidgeting about in her chair, with scarlet cheeks and shining eyes, scarcely eating anything. miss gordon glanced at her eldest niece apprehensively, and hesitated. then her brother spoke up.

"well, well," he said indulgently, "you must just all go. archie and jamie and i will keep house, and you'll tell us all about it when you get home."

miss gordon was too genteel to oppose her brother publicly, and accepted the situation with much chagrin. she determined, however, that she would keep miss annie close to her side all evening. and after all, she argued, probably the young man had forgotten all about her by this time. it was a way young men had, she reflected, with a sigh for a dream of her youth to which she never referred. she sighed again as she looked at annie's bright face, and wondered if she had done wrong in separating these two. annie never by the slightest hint let her know her real feelings. and herein lay the great misfortune of miss gordon's life. she loved the girl passionately, and would have made any sacrifice she felt was for her good, but annie lived by her side day after day, and gave her not the smallest confidence. her aunt, in her mistaken worldly ambition, had forever shut between them the door of true companionship.

they were all ready, in various stages of excitement, when the macallister sleigh came jingling up to the door. in the winter, sleighs generally took the sawlog road along the short-cut to forest glen, and the wully johnstones had promised to come round that way, too, and pick up anybody who was left.

to elizabeth, this driving abroad after nightfall was like taking a voyage to a new planet. it was so wonderful and mysterious, this new, white, moon-lit world. away in the vast blue dome the stars smiled faintly, outshone by the glory of the big, round moon that rode high above the black tree-tops. the billowing drifts along the road blazed under a veil of diamonds, and the strip of ice on the pond, where elizabeth and john had swept away the snow for a slide, shone like polished silver. the fields melted away gray and mysterious into the darkness of the woods. here and there a light twinkled from the farm-houses of the valley. the sleigh-bells jingled merrily, and the company joined their own joyous notes to them and sang the songs that were to be given at the concert. the woods rang with their gay voices as they passed old sandy mclachlan's place. sandy still held possession, and was looking forward hopefully to some providential interference in the springtime.

the old man and eppie were plunging down the snowy lane. the horses were pulled up and they were hauled joyously aboard; and in a few minutes the happy sleighload dashed up to the schoolhouse, which stood there looking twice its usual size and importance, with the light blazing from every window.

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