if there is in our civilized states a profession more arduous than others it is surely that of the sailor. so arduous is it, that we are almost disposed to ask how men can be found bold enough to embrace it, and firm enough in their resolution not to abandon it after having tried it. not because of the hazards, the fatigues, and the dangers connected with it, but because it creates an existence apart, and because the conditions it imposes seem to be incompatible with free will.
still no one is more attached to his home than the sailor. there are few among them who are not married. and by a kind of special grace they are apt to enjoy their short happiness as if it were for eternity, indifferent as to what the morning may bring.
but behold! one fine morning, all of a sudden, a big letter comes from the department.
it is an order to sail.
he must go, abandoning every thing and everybody,—mother, family, and friends, the wife he has married the day before, the young mother who sits smiling by the cradle of her first-born, the betrothed who was looking joyfully at her bridal veil. he must go, and stifle all those ominous voices which rise from the depth of his heart, and say to him, “will you ever return? and, if you return, will you find them all, your dear ones? and, if you find them, will they not have changed? will they have preserved your memory as faithfully as you have preserved theirs?”
to be happy, and to be compelled to open to mishap this fatal door, absence! hence it is only in comic operas, and inferior novels, that the sailors are seen to sing their most cheerful songs at the moment when a vessel is about to sail on a long and perilous voyage. the moment is, in reality, always a sad one, very grave and solemn.
such could not fail to be the scene also, when “the conquest” sailed,—the ship on board of which daniel champcey had been ordered as lieutenant. and certainly there had been good reasons for ordering him to make haste and get down to the port where she lay; for the very next day after his arrival, she hoisted anchor. she had been waiting for him only.
having reached rochefort at five o’clock in the morning, he slept the same night on board; and the next day “the conquest” sailed. daniel suffered more than any other man on board, although he succeeded in affecting a certain air of indifference. the thought of henrietta being left in the hands of adventurers who were capable of any thing was a thorn in his side, which caused him great and constant pain. as he gradually calmed down, and peace returned to his mind, a thousand doubts assailed him concerning maxime de brevan: would he not be exposed to terrible temptation when he found himself thrown daily into the company of a great heiress? might he not come to covet her millions, and try to abuse her peculiar situation in order to secure them to himself?
daniel believed too firmly in his betrothed to apprehend that she would even listen to brevan. but he reasoned, very justly, that his darling would be in a desperate condition indeed, if m. de brevan, furious at being refused, should betray his confidence, and go over to the enemy, to the countess sarah.
“and i,” he thought, “who in my last directions urged her to trust implicitly in maxime, and to follow his advice as if it were my own!”
in the midst of these terrible anxieties, he hardly recollected that he had intrusted to maxime every thing that he possessed. what was his money to him in comparison!
thus it appeared to him a genuine favor of providence when “the conquest,” six days out at sea, experienced a violent storm, which endangered her safety for nearly seventy-two hours. his thoughts disappeared while he felt his grave responsibility, as long as the sea tossed the vessel to and fro like a mere cork, and while the crew fought with the elements till they were overcome by fatigue. he had actually a good night’s rest, which he had not enjoyed since he left paris.
when he awoke, he was surprised to feel a certain peace of mind. henceforth his fate was no longer in his own hands; he had been shown very clearly his inability to control events. sad resignation succeeded to his terrible anxiety.
a single hope now kept him alive,—the hope of soon receiving a letter from henrietta, or, it might be, of finding one upon arriving at his destination; for it was by no means impossible for “the conquest” to be outstripped by some vessel that might have left port three weeks later. “the conquest,” an old wooden frigate, and a sailing vessel, justified her bad reputation of being the worst sailor in the whole fleet. moreover, alternate calms and sudden blows kept her much longer than usually on the way. the oldest sailors said they had never seen a more tedious voyage.
to add to the discomfort, “the conquest” was so crammed full with passengers, that sailors and officers had hardly half of the space usually allotted to them on board ship. besides the crew, there were on board a half battalion of marines, and a hundred and sixty mechanics of various trades, whom government sent out for the use of the colony. some of these artisans had their families with them, having determined to become settlers in cochin china; others, generally quite young yet, only made the voyage in order to have an opportunity for seeing foreign lands, and for earning, perhaps, a little money. they were occasionally called upon to assist in handling the ship, and were, on the whole, good men, with the exception of four or five, who were so unruly that they had to be put in irons more than once.
the days passed, nevertheless; and “the conquest” had been out three months, when one afternoon, as daniel was superintending a difficult manoeuvre, he was suddenly seen to stagger, raise his arms on high, and fall backwards on the deck.
they ran up to him, and raised him up; but he gave no sign of life; and the blood poured forth from his mouth and nose in streams. daniel had won the hearts of the crew by his even temper, his strict attention to duty, and his kindness, when off duty, to all who came in contact with him. hence, when the accident became known, in an instant sailors and officers came hurrying up from one end of the frigate to the other, and even from the lowest deck, to see what had happened to him.
what had happened? no one could tell; for no one had seen any thing. still it must be a very grave matter, to judge from the large pool of blood which dyed the deck at the place where the young man had fallen down so suddenly. they had carried him to the infirmary; and, as soon as he recovered his senses, the surgeons discovered the cause of his fall and his fainting.
he had an enormous contused wound on the back of his head, a little behind the left ear,—a wound such as a heavy hammer in the hands of a powerful man might have produced. whence came this terrible blow, which apparently a miracle alone had prevented from crushing the skull? no one could explain this, neither the surgeons, nor the officers who stood around the bed of the wounded man. when daniel could be questioned, he knew no more about it than the others. there had been no one standing near him; nor had he seen anybody come near him at the time of the accident; the blow, moreover, had been so violent, that he had fallen down unconscious. all these details soon became current among the sailors and passengers who had crowded on deck. they were received with incredulous smiles, and, when they could no longer be held in doubt, with bursts of indignation.
what! lieut. champcey had been struck in broad daylight, in the midst of the crew! how? by whom?
the whole matter was so wrapped up in mystery, that it became all important to clear it up; and the sailors themselves opened at once a kind of court of inquest. some hairs, and a clot of blood, which were discovered on an enormous block, seemed to explain the riddle. it would seem that the rope to which this enormous block was fastened had slipped out of the hands of one of the sailors who were engaged in the rigging, carrying out the manoeuvre superintended by daniel.
frightened by the consequences of his awkwardness, but, nevertheless preserving his presence of mind, this man had, no doubt, drawn up the block so promptly, that he had not been noticed. could it be hoped that he would accuse himself? evidently not. besides, what would be the use of it? the wounded man was the first to request that the inquiries might be stopped.
when, at the end of a fortnight, champcey returned to duty, they ceased talking of the accident; unfortunately, such things happen but too frequently on board ship. besides, the idea that “the conquest” was drawing near her destination filled all minds, and sufficed for all conversations.
and really, one fine evening, as the sun was setting, land was seen, and the next morning, at daybreak, the frigate sailed into the dong-nai, the king of cochin chinese rivers, which is so wide and so deep, that vessels of the largest tonnage can ascend it without difficulty till they reach saigon.
standing on deck, daniel watched the monotonous scenes which they passed,—a landscape strange in form, and exhaling mortal fevers from the soil, and the black yielding slime.
after a voyage of several months, he derived a melancholy pleasure from seeing the banks of the river overshadowed by mango trees and mangroves, with their supple, snakelike roots wandering far off under water; while on shore a soft, pleasant vegetation presented to the eye the whole range of shades in green, from the bluish, sickly green of the idrys to the dark, metallic green of the stenia. farther inland, tall grapes, lianes, aloes, and cactus formed impenetrable thickets, out of which rose, like fluted columns, gigantic cocoa-palms, and the most graceful trees on earth, areca-palms. through clearings here and there, one could follow, as far as the eye reached, the course of low, fever-breeding marshes, an immense mud-plain covered with a carpet of undulating verdure, which opened and closed again under the breeze, like the sea itself.
“ah! that is saigon, is it?” said to daniel a voice full of delight.
he turned round. it was his best friend on board, a lieutenant like himself, who had come to his side, and, offering him a telescope, said with a great sigh of satisfaction,—
“look! there, do you see? at last we are here. in two hours, champcey, we shall be at anchor.”
in the distance one could, in fact, make out upon the deep blue of the sky the profile of the curved roof of the pagodas in saigon. it took a long hour yet, before, at a turn in the river, the town itself appeared, miserable looking,—with all deference to our geographies, be it said,—in spite of the immense labor of the french colony.
saigon consists mainly of one wide street running parallel with the right bank of the dong-nai, a primitive, unpaved street cut up into ruts, broken in upon by large empty spaces, and lined with wooden houses covered with rice-straw or palm-leaves.
thousands of boats crowd against the banks of the river along this street, and form a kind of floating suburb, overflowing with a strange medley of annamites, hindoos, and chinamen. at a little distance from the river, there appear a few massive buildings with roofs of red tiles, pleasing to the eye, and here and there an annamite farm, which seems to hide behind groups of areca-palms. finally, on an eminence, rise the citadel, the arsenal, the house of the french commander, and the former dwelling of the spanish colonel.
but every town is beautiful, where we land after a voyage of several months. hence, as soon as “the conquest” was safely at anchor, all the officers, except the midshipman on duty, went on shore, and hastened to the government house to ask if letters from france had arrived there before them. their hopes were not deceived. two three-masters, one french, the other english, which had sailed a month later than “the conquest,” had arrived there at the beginning of the week, bringing despatches.
there were two letters for daniel, and with feverish hands and beating heart he took them from the hand of the old clerk. but at the first glance at the addresses he turned pale. he did not see henrietta’s handwriting. still he tore open the envelopes, and glanced at the signatures. one of the letters was signed, “maxime de brevan;” the other, “countess ville-handry,” nee sarah brandon.
daniel commenced with the latter. after informing him of her marriage, sarah described at great length henrietta’s conduct on the wedding-day.
“any other but myself,” she said, “would have been incensed at this atrocious insult, and would abuse her position to be avenged. but i, who never yet forgave anybody, i will forgive her, daniel, for your sake, and because i cannot see any one suffer who has loved you.”
a postscript she had added ran thus,—
“ah! why did you not prevent my marriage, when you could do so by a word? they think i have reached the summit of my wishes. i have never been more wretched.”
this letter made daniel utter an exclamation of rage. he saw nothing in it but bitter irony.
“this miserable woman,” he thought, “laughs at me; and, when she says she does not blame henrietta, that means that she hates her, and will persecute her.”
maxime’s letter fortunately reassured him a little. maxime confirmed sarah’s account, adding, moreover, that miss henrietta was very sad, but calm and resigned; and that her step-mother treated her with the greatest kindness. the surprising part was, that brevan did not say a word of the large amounts that had been intrusted to his care, nor of his method of selling the lands, nor of the price which he had obtained.
but daniel did not notice this; all his thoughts were with henrietta.
“why should she not have written,” he thought, “when all the others found means to write?”
overwhelmed with disappointment, he had sat down on a wooden bench in the embrasure of one of the windows in the hall where the letters were distributed. travelling across the vast distance which separated him from france, his thoughts were under the trees in the garden of the count’s palace. he felt as if a powerful effort of his will would enable him to transport himself thither. by the pale light of the moon he thought he could discern the dress of his beloved as she stole towards him between the old trees.
a friendly touch on the shoulder recalled him rudely to the real world. four or five officers from “the conquest” were standing around him, gay, and free from cares, a hearty laugh on their lips.
“well, my dear champcey,” they said, “are you coming?”
“where?”
“why, to dinner!”
and as he looked at them with the air of a man who had just been roused, and has not had time to collect his thoughts, they went on,—
“well, to dinner. it appears saigon possesses an admirable french restaurant, where the cook, a parisian, is simply a great artist. come, get up, and let us go.”
but daniel was in a humor which made solitude irresistibly attractive. he trembled at the idea of being torn from his melancholy reveries, of being compelled to take his part in conversation, to talk, to listen, to reply.
“i cannot dine with you to-day, my friends,” he said to his comrades.
“you are joking.”
“no, i am not. i must return on board.” then only, the others were struck by the sad expression of his face; and, changing their tone, they asked him in the most affectionate manner,—
“what is the matter, champcey? have you heard of any misfortune, any death?”
“no.”
“you have had letters from france, i see.”
“they bring me nothing sad. i was expecting news, and they have not come; that is all.”
“oh! then you must come with us.”
“do not force me; i would be a sorry companion.”
still they insisted, as friends will insist who will not understand that others may not be equally tempted by what charms them; but nothing could induce daniel to change his mind. at the door of the government house he parted with his comrades, and went back, sad and solitary, towards the harbor.
he reached without difficulty the banks of the dong-nai; but here obstacles presented themselves of which he had not thought. the night was so dark, that he could hardly see to find his way along a wharf in process of construction, and covered with enormous stones and timber. not a light in all the native huts around. in spite of his efforts to pierce this darkness, he could discern nothing but the dark outline of the vessels lying at anchor in the river, and the light of the lighthouse as it trembled in the current.
he called. no voice replied. the silence, which was as deep as the darkness, was broken only by the low wash of the river as it flowed down rapidly.
“i am quite capable,” thought daniel, “of not finding the boat of ‘the conquest.’”
still he did find it, after long search, drawn up, and half lost, in a crowd of native boats. but the boat seemed to be empty. it was only when he got into it, that he discovered a little midshipman fast asleep in the bottom, wrapped up in a carpet which was used to cover the seats for the officers. daniel shook him. he rose slowly, and grumbling, as if overcome by sleep.
“well, what is the matter?” he growled.
“where are the men?” asked daniel.
quite awake now, the midshipman, who had good eyes, had noticed, in spite of the darkness, the gold of the epaulets. this made him very respectful at once; and he replied,—
“lieutenant, all the men are in town.”
“how so? all?”
“why, yes, lieutenant! when all the officers had gone on shore, they told the boatswain they would not come back very soon, and he might take his time to eat a mouthful, and to drink a glass, provided the men did not get drunk.”
that was so; and daniel had forgotten the fact.
“and where did they go?” he asked.
“i don’t know, lieutenant.”
daniel looked at the large, heavy boat, as if he had thought for a moment to return in it to “the conquest” with no other help but the little midshipman; but, no, that was impracticable.
“well, go to sleep again,” he said to the boy.
and jumping on shore, without uttering a word of disappointment, he was going in search of his comrades, when he saw suddenly a man turn up out of the darkness, whose features it was impossible to distinguish.
“who is there?” he asked.
“mr. officer,” answered the man in an almost unintelligible jargon, a horrible medley of french, spanish, and english. “i heard you tell the little man in the boat there”—
“well?”
“i thought you wanted to get back on board your ship?”
“why, yes.”
“well, then, if you like it, i am a boatman; i can take you over.”
there was no reason why daniel should mistrust the man. in all ports of the world, and at any hour of the day or the night, men are to be found who are lying in wait on the wharves for sailors who have been belated, and who are made to pay dear for such extra services.
“ah! you are a boatman, you say?” daniel exclaimed, quite pleased at the encounter. “well, where is your boat?”
“there, mr. officer, a little way down; just follow me. but what ship do you want to go to?”
“that ship there.”
and daniel pointed out to him “the conquest” as she lay not six hundred yards off in the river, showing her lights.
“that is rather far,” grumbled the man; “the tide is low; and the current is very strong.”
“i’ll give you a couple of francs for your trouble.”
the man clapped his hands with delight, and said,—
“ah! if that’s the way, all right. come along, mr. officer, a little farther down. there, that’s my boat. get in, now steady!”
daniel followed his directions; but he was so much struck by the man’s awkwardness in getting the boat off, that he could not help saying to him,—
“ah, my boy, you are not a boatman, after all!”
“i beg pardon, sir; i used to be one before i came to this country.”
“what is your country?”
“shanghai.”
“nevertheless, you will have to learn a great deal before you will ever be a sailor.”
still, as the boat was very small, a mere nutshell, in fact, daniel thought he could, if needs be, take an oar himself. thereupon, sitting down, and stretching out his legs, he was soon once more plunged in meditations. the unfortunate man was soon roused, however, by a terrible sensation.
thanks to a shock, a wrong movement, or any other accident, the boat upset, and daniel was thrown into the river; and, to fill the measure of his mishaps, one of his feet was so closely jammed in between the seat and the boat itself, that he was paralyzed in his movements, and soon under water.
he saw it all in an instant; and his first thought was,—
“i am lost!”
but, desperate as his position was, he was not the man to give up. gathering, by one supreme effort, all his strength and energy, he took hold of the boat, that had turned over just above him, and pushed it so forcibly, that he loosened his foot, and at the same moment reached the surface. it was high time; for daniel had swallowed much water.
“now,” he thought, “i have a chance to escape!”
a very frail chance, alas!—so small a chance, in fact, that it required all the strong will and the invincible courage of daniel to give it any effect. a furious current carried him down like a straw; the little boat, which might have supported him, had disappeared; and he knew nothing about this formidable dong-nai, except that it went on widening to its mouth. there was nothing to guide him; for the night was so dark, that land and water, the river and its banks, all melted together in the uniform, bottomless darkness.
what had become of the boatman, however? at all events, he called,—
“ahoy, my man!”
no answer. had he been swept off? or did he get back into the boat? perhaps he was drowned already.
but all of a sudden daniel’s heart trembled with joy and hope. he had just made out, a few hundred yards below, a red light, indicating a vessel at anchor. all his efforts were directed towards that point. he was carried thither with an almost bewildering rapidity. he nearly touched it; and then, with incredible presence of mind, and great precision, at the moment when the current drove him close up to the anchor-chain, he seized it. he held on to it; and, having recovered his breath, he uttered three times in succession, with all the strength of his lungs, so sharp a cry, that it was heard above the fierce roar of the river,—
“help, help, help!”
from the ship came a call, “hold on!” proving to him that his appeal had been heard, and that help was at hand.
too late! an eddy in the terrible current seized him, and, with irresistible violence, tore the chain, slippery with mud, out of his stiffened hands. rolled over by the waters, he was rudely thrown against the side of the vessel, went under, and was carried off.
when he rose to the surface, the red light was far above him, and below no other light was in sight. no human help was henceforth within reach. daniel could now count only upon himself in trying to make one of the banks. although he could not measure the distance, which might be very great, the task did not seem to him beyond his strength, if he had only been naked. but his clothes encumbered him terribly; and the water which they soaked up made them, of course, every moment more oppressive.
“i shall be drowned, most assuredly,” he thought, “if i cannot get rid of my clothes.”
excellent swimmer as he was, the task was no easy one. still he accomplished it. after prodigious efforts of strength and skill, he got rid of his shoes; and then he cried out, as if in defiance of the blind element against which he was struggling,—
“i shall pull through! i shall see henrietta again!”
but it had cost him an enormous amount of time to undress; and how could he calculate the distance which this current had taken him down—one of the swiftest in the world? as he tried to recall all he knew about it, he remembered having noticed that, a mile below saigon, the river was as wide as a branch of the sea. according to his calculation, he must be near that spot now.
“never mind,” he said to himself, “i mean to get out of this.”
not knowing to which bank he was nearest, he had resolved, almost instinctively, to swim towards the right bank, on which saigon stands.
he was thus swimming for about half an hour, and began already to feel his muscles stiffening, and his joints losing their elasticity, while his breathing became oppressed, and his extremities were chilled, when he noticed from the wash of the water that he was near the shore. soon he felt the ground under his feet; but, the moment he touched it, he sank up to his waist into the viscous and tenacious slime, which makes all the cochin china rivers so peculiarly dangerous.
there was the land, no doubt, and only the darkness prevented his seeing it; and yet his situation was more desperate than ever. his legs were caught as in a vice; the muddy water was boiling nearly up to his lips; and, at every effort to extricate himself, he sank deeper in, a little at a time, but always a little more. his presence of mind now began to leave him, as well as his strength; and his thoughts became confused, when he touched, instinctively feeling for a hold, the root of a mangrove.
that root might be the saving of his life. first he tried its strength; then, finding it sufficiently solid, he hoisted himself up by it, gently, but with the frenzied energy of a drowning man; then, creeping cautiously on the treacherous mud, he finally succeeded in reaching firm ground, and fell down exhausted.
he was saved from drowning; but what was to become of him, naked, exhausted, chilled as he was, and lost in this dark night in a strange and deserted country? after a moment, however, he rose, and tried to get on; but at every step he was held back on all sides by lianes and cactus thorns.
“well,” he said, “i must stay here till day breaks.”
the rest of the night he spent in walking up and down, and beating his chest, in order to keep out the terrible chills which penetrated to the very marrow of his bones. the first light of dawn showed him how he was imprisoned within an apparently impenetrable thicket, out of which, it seemed, he could never find his way. he did find it, however, and after a walk of four hours, he reached saigon.
some sailors of a merchant-ship, whom he met, lent him a few clothes, and carried him on board “the conquest,” where he arrived more dead than alive.
“where do you come from, great god! in such a state?” exclaimed his comrades when they saw him.
“what has happened to you?”
and, when he had told them all he had gone through since they parted, they said,—
“certainly, my dear champcey, you are a lucky fellow. this is the second accident from which you escape as by a miracle. mind the third!”
“mind the third!” that was exactly what daniel thought.
for, in the midst of all the frightful sufferings he had undergone during the past night, he had reflected deeply. that block which had fallen on his head, no one knew whence; this boat sinking suddenly, and without apparent cause—were they the work of chance alone?
the awkwardness of the boatman who had so unexpectedly turned up to offer him his services had filled his mind with strange doubts. this man, a wretched sailor, might be a first-class swimmer; and, having taken all his measures before upsetting the boat, he might easily have reached land after the accident.
“this boatman,” daniel thought, “evidently wanted me to perish. why, and what purpose? evidently not for his sake. but who is interested in my death? sarah brandon? no, that cannot be!”
what was still less likely was, that a wretch in sarah brandon’s pay should have found his way on board “the conquest,” and should then have been precisely at the right moment at the wharf, the first time daniel went on shore. still his suspicions troubled him to such a degree, that he determined to make every effort to solve the mystery.
to begin, he asked for a list of all the men who had been allowed to go on shore the night before. he learned in reply, that only the crews of the different boats had been at saigon, but that all the emigrants having been allowed to land, several of these men had also gone on shore. with this information, and in spite of his great weakness, daniel went to the chief of police at saigon, and asked him for an officer. with this agent he went to the wharf, to the spot where the boat of “the conquest” had been lying the night before, and asked him to make inquiries there as to any boatman that might have disappeared during the night.
none of the boatmen was missing; but they brought daniel a poor annamite fellow, who had been wandering about the river-bank ever since early morning, tearing his hair, and crying that he had been robbed; that they had stolen his boat. daniel had been unable the night before to distinguish the form or the dress of the man whose services he had accepted; but he had heard his voice, and he recalled the peculiar intonation so perfectly, that he would have recognized it among thousands. besides, this poor devil did not know a word of french (more than ten persons bore witness to it); and born on the river, and having always lived there, he was an excellent sailor. finally, it was very clear, that, if this man had committed the crime, he would have been careful not to claim his boat.
what could daniel conclude from this summary inquiry?
“there is no doubt about it,” he thought. “i was to be murdered.”
