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CHAPTER XXIV

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i spent several days with the peraltas at their desolate, kineless cattle-farm, which was known in the country round simply as estancia or campos de peralta. such wearisome days they proved to me, and so anxious was i getting about paquíta away in montevideo, that i was more than once on the point of giving up waiting for the passport, which don florentino had promised to get for me, and boldly venture forth without even that fig-leaf into the open. demetria's prudent counsels, however, prevailed, so that my departure was put off from day to day. the only pleasure i experienced in the house arose from the belief i entertained that my visit had made an agreeable break in the sad, monotonous life of my gentle hostess. her tragical story had stirred my heart to a very deep pity, and as i grew every day to know her better i began to appreciate and esteem her for her own pure, gentle, self-sacrificing character. notwithstanding the dreary seclusion in which she had lived, seeing no society, and with only those old servants, so primitive in their ways, for company, there was not the slightest trace of rusticity in her manner. that, however, is not saying much for demetria, since in most ladies—most women i might almost say—of spanish origin thereis a natural grace and dignity of manner one only expects to find in women socially well placed in our own country. when we were all together at meals, or in the kitchen sipping maté, she was invariably silent, always with that shadow of some concealed anxiety on her face; but when alone with me, or when only old santos and ramona were present, the cloud would be gone, her eyes would lighten up and the rare smile come more frequently to her lips. then, at times, she would become almost animated in conversation, listening with lively interest to all i told her about the great world of which she was so ignorant, and laughing, too, at her own ignorance of things known to every town-bred child. when these pleasant conversations took place in the kitchen the two old servants would sit gazing at the face of their mistress, apparently absorbed in admiration. they evidently regarded her as the most perfect being that had ever been created; and, though there was a ludicrous side to their simple idolatry, i ceased to wonder at it when i began to know her better. they reminded me of two faithful dogs always watching a beloved master's face, and showing in their eyes, glad or pathetic, how they sympathise with all his moods. as for old colonel peralta, he did nothing to make me uneasy; after the first day he never talked to me, scarcely even noticing my presence except to salute me in a ceremonious manner when we met at table. he would spend his day between his easy-chair in the house and the rustic bench under the trees, where he would sit for hours at a time, leaning forward on his stick, his preternaturally brilliant eyes watching everything seemingly with a keen, intelligent interest. but he would not speak. he was waiting for his son, thinking his fierce thoughts to himself. like a bird blown far out over a tumultuous sea and wandering lost, his spirit was ranging over that wild and troubled past—that half a century of fierce passions and bloody warfare in which he had acted a conspicuous part. and perhaps it was sometimes even more in the future than the past—that glorious future when calixto, lying far off in some mountain pass, or on some swampy plain with the trailing creepers covering his bones, should come back victorious from the wars.

my conversations with demetria were not frequent, and before long they ceased altogether; for don hilario, who was not in harmony with us, was always there, polite, subdued, watchful, but not a man that one could take into his heart. the more i saw of him the less i liked him; and, though i am not prejudiced about snakes, as the reader already knows, believing as i do that ancient tradition has made us very unjust towards these interesting children of our universal mother, i can think of no epithet except snaky to describe this man. wherever i happened to be about the place he had a way of coming upon me, stealing through the weeds on his belly as it were, then suddenly appearing unawares before me; while something in his manner suggested a subtle, cold-blooded, venomous nature. those swift glances of his, which perpetually came and went with such bewildering rapidity, reminded me, not of the immovable, stony gaze of the serpent's lidless eyes, but of the flickering little forked tongue, that flickers, flickers, vanishes and flickers again, and is never for one moment at rest. who was this man, and what did he there? why was he, though manifestly not loved by anyone, absolute master of the estancia? he never asked me a question about myself, for it was not in his nature to ask questions, but he had evidently formed some disagreeable suspicions about me that made him look on me as a possible enemy. after i had been a few days in the house he ceased going out, and wherever i went he was always ready to accompany me, or when i met demetria and began conversing with her, there he would be to take part in our conversation.

at length the piece of paper so long waited for came from the lomas de rocha, and with that sacred document, testifying that i was a subject of her britannic majesty, queen victoria, all fears and hesitation were dismissed from my mind and i prepared to depart for montevideo.

the instant don hilario heard that i was about to leave the estancia his manner toward me changed; he became, in a moment, excessively friendly, pressing me to prolong my visit, also to accept a horse from him as a gift, and saying many kind things about the agreeable moments he had spent in my company. he completely reversed the old saying about welcome the coming, speed the parting, guest; but i knew very well that he was anxious enough to see the last of me.

after supper on the eve of my departure he saddled his horse and rode off to attend a dance or gathering of some kind at a neighbouring estancia, for now that he had recovered from his suspicions he was very eager to resume the social pleasures my presence had interfered with.

i went out to smoke a cigar amongst the trees, it being a very lovely autumnal evening, with the light of an unclouded new moon to temper the darkness. i was walking up and down in a narrow path amongst the weeds, thinking of my approaching meeting with paquíta, when old santos came out to me and mysteriously informed me that doña demetria wished to see me. he led me through the large room where we always had our meals, then through a narrow, dimly lighted passage into another room i had not entered before. though the rest of the house was now in darkness, the old colonel having already retired to bed, it was very light here, there being about half a dozen candles placed about the room. in the centre of the floor, with her old face beaming with delighted admiration, stood ramona, gazing on another person seated on the sofa. and on this individual i also gazed silently for some time; for, though i recognised demetria in her, she was so changed that astonishment prevented me from speaking. the rusty grub had come forth as a splendid green and gold butterfly. she had on a grass-green silk dress, made in a fashion i had never seen before; extremely high in the waist, puffed out on the shoulders, and with enormous bell-shaped sleeves reaching to the elbows, the whole garment being plentifully trimmed with very fine cream-coloured lace. her long, thick hair, which had hitherto always been worn in heavy plaits on her back, was now piled up in great coils on her head and surmounted by a tortoiseshell comb a foot high at least, and about fifteen inches broad at the top, looking like an immense crest on her head. in her ears were curious gold filigree pendants reaching to her bare shoulders; she also wore a necklet of half-doubloons linked together in a chain, and heavy gold bracelets on her arms. it was extremely quaint. possibly this finery had belonged to her grandmother a hundred years ago; and i daresay that bright green was not the proper tint for demetria's pallid complexion; still, i must confess, at the risk of being set down as a barbarian in matters of taste, that it gave me a shock of pleasure to see her. she saw that i was very much surprised, and a blush of confusion overspread her face; then, recovering her usual quiet, self-possessed manner, she invited me to sit on the sofa by her. i took her hand and complimented her on her appearance. she laughed a little shy laugh, then said that, as i was going to leave her next day, she did not wish me to remember her only as a woman in rusty black. i replied that i would always remember her not for the colour and fashion of her garments, but for her great, unmerited misfortunes, her virtuous heart, and for the kindness she had shown to me. my words evidently pleased her, and while we sat together conversing pleasantly, before us were ramona and santos, one standing, the other seated, both feasting their eyes on their mistress in her brilliant attire. their delight was quite open and childlike, and gave an additional zest to the pleasure i felt. demetria seemed pleased to think she looked well, and was more light-hearted than i had seen her before. that antique finery, which would have been laughable on another woman, somehow or other seemed appropriate to her; possibly because the strange simplicity and ignorance of the world displayed in her conversation, and that gentle dignity of manner natural to her, would have prevented her from appearing ridiculous in any costume.

at length, after we had partaken of maté served by ramona, the old servants retired from the room, not without many longing, lingering glances at their metamorphosed mistress. then somehow or other our conversation began to languish, demetria becoming constrained in manner, while that anxious shadow i had grown so familiar with came again like a cloud over her face. thinking that it was time to leave her, i rose to go, and thanked her for the pleasant evening i had spent, and expressed a wish that her future would be brighter than her past had been.

“thank you, richard,” she returned, her eyes cast down, and allowing her hand to rest in mine. “but must you leave me so soon?—there is so much i wish to say to you.”

“i will gladly remain and hear it,” i said, sitting down again by her side.

“my past has been very sad, as you say, richard, but you do not know all,” and here she put her handkerchief to her eyes. there were, i noticed, several beautiful rings on her fingers, and the handkerchief she held to her eyes was a dainty little embroidered thing with a lace border; for everything in her make-up was complete and in keeping that evening. even the quaint little shoes she wore were embroidered with silver thread and had large rosettes on them. after removing the handkerchief from her face, she continued silent and with eyes cast down, looking very pale and troubled.

“demetria,” i said, “tell me how i can serve you? i cannot guess the nature of the trouble you speak of, but if it is one i can help you out of, speak to me without reserve.”

“perhaps you can help me, richard. it was of this matter i wished to speak this evening. but now—how can i speak of it?”

“not to one who is your friend, demetria? i wish you could think that the spirit of your lost brother calixto was here in me, for i am as ready to help you as he would have been; and i know, demetria, that you were very dear to him.”

her face flushed, and for a moment her eyes met mine; then, casting them down again, she replied sadly, “it is impossible! i can say no more to you now. my heart oppresses me so that my lips refuse to speak. to-morrow, perhaps.”

“to-morrow morning i leave you, and there will be no opportunity of speaking,” i said. “don hilario will be here watching you, and, though he is so much in the house, i cannot believe that you trust him.”

she started at the name of don hilario, and cried a little in silence; then suddenly she rose and gave me her hand to bid good night. “you shall know everything to-morrow, richard,” she said. “then you will know how much i trust you and how little i trust him. i cannot speak myself, but i can trust santos, who knows everything, and he shall tell you all.”

there was a sad, wistful look in her eyes when we parted that haunted me for hours afterwards. coming into the kitchen, i disturbed ramona and santos deep in a whispered consultation. they started up, looking somewhat confused; then, when i had lit a cigar and turned to go out, they got up and went back to their mistress.

while i smoked i pondered over the strange evening i had passed, wondering very much what demetria's secret trouble could be. “the mystery of the green butterfly,” i called it; but it was really all too sad even for a mental joke, though a little timely laughter is often the best weapon to meet trouble with, sometimes having an effect like that of a gay sunshade suddenly opened in the face of an angry bull. unable to solve the riddle, i retired to my room to sleep my last sleep under peralta's dreary roof.

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